Update 19
Na khane ka man kare na pine ka aur sala na hi jine ka , ek chudai ka man karta tha wo bhi Ridhima ka chahra samne aane par bhaag jata ..
Main bechain tha aur sath hi bechain thi meri dono chahiya..
“Kya hua Ajay tu to bas idhar se udhar kiye ja raha hai , aaj tujhe kuchh bhi man nahi kar raha ..”
Rat ho chuki thi is samay main roj chachiyo se apni seva karwata rahta tha lekin aaj seva aur mewa dono hi bhulaa hua main us janlewa khatre me uljha hua tha jise log pyar kahte hai ..
“mere malik ko ishaq ka rang chad gaya hai “ bistar ke pas jamin me baithi hui jamuna bol uthi , ye ab jamuna ka ghar tha mere bister ke niche wo din bhar baithi rahti thi , main jo bolta bas wo karti lekin abhi tak maine use kuchh bhi nahi kaha tha ,
Maine jamuna ke chahre ko dekha wo halke halke muskura rahi thi , wahi meri dono chahiye use kisi paheli ki tarah dekh rahi thi ..
“ishaq aur wo bhi ek shikari ko ??? aur aisa kya ye ishaq hai ki iski bimari hi gayab ho rahi hai “Rewati chachi bade hi ashchary se jamuna ki or dekhne lagi
“ishaq bhi hua to kisse ek Chudail se “
Jamuna khilkhilakar hasane lagi , mera matha uski bat sunkar garam ho gaya tha maine ek khich kar jhapad uske gal me lgaya , wo dur ja giri lekin fir bhi uske hotho ki muskan nahi gayi jaise wo mujhe chidha rahi ho ..
“muh band rakh warna maar dalunga tujhe “
Main chillaya
“aapki hi hajur jo chahe kar lo ..”
Wo badi aada se bolne lagi ..
Main dham se aakar bistar me gir gaya , mathe par pasina tha meri dono chachiya mere chahre par aaye pasine ko apne pallu se ponch rahi thi ..
“kya hua beta teri tabiyat to thik hai na aur ye rand kya bol rahi hai “ Rewati chachi abhi bhi duvidha me padi hui thi
“kuchh nahi chachi aaj aap log thoda aaram kijiye main kuchh der akele rahna chahta hu “
Meri bat sunkar dono chachiyo ka muh hi khula ka khula rah gaya
“kya sach me ??”
“ha chachi “
Dono ek dusare ko dekhane lagi
“thik hai beta ager hamari jarurat ho to hamne darwaja khula rakha hua hai tum aa jana , aur aise ab ye rand bhi hai tumhe thanda karne ke liye … aaj ham bhi aaram kar lengi “
Itana bol kar wo dono wanha se nikal gayi ..
Jamuna ab bhi pairo ko mode hue wahi baithi thi , jaise uska hona ya na hona koi matlab nahi rakhta tha ..
Main kuchh der tak yu hi shant baitha raha
“jamuna mujhe itana ajib kyo lag raha hai “
“ye ishq hai hajur , hawas nahi .. kaash aap dono ek dusare se prem na karte to shayad abhi tak aap ek ho chuke hote “
Maine uske taraf dekha , mujhe Ridhima ki bat yaad aayi ki ye uski maa jaisi hai …
To kya main apni sasu maa ko … 
Main thoda sa hans pada tha ..
“jamuna tumne bada bura fansaya hai “
Maine pahli bar jamuna se thodi narmi se bat ki ..
“ye to kismat thi malik warna naa aap shikari bante na hi main apni phool si beti ko Chudail banati … na hi Sulabh jata aur na hi main hawas me andhi hoti “
Uske ankho me ek ansu aa gaye , mujhe usse koi fark to nahi pada lekin fir bhi maine use apne paas aane ka ishara kiya aur use bister me bitha diya ..
Wo thik mere baju me sar gadaye baithi thi ..
“tu kya kar sakti hai mere liye ..”
Ye kaisa prashan tha ye main bhi samjh nahi paa raha tha lekin us samay aise bhi mera dimag kaam nahi kar raha tha
“jo aap kaho ..”
Usne badi hi sahajta se kaha tha
“to mujhe in sabse bahar aane ka koi rashta bata “
Wo mujhe ghurane lagi
“aapke pas kya nahi hai , is sakti se aap kya nahi kar sakte ,aap chahe to Ridhima ko bhi paa sakte ho , bas thoda jor lagana padega , wo aapki gulam ban jaayegi jaise main ban gayi hu “
Main thoda sa hansa
“mujhe use gulam nahi apne dil ki rani banana hai .. lekin wo manne ko taiyar bhi nahi hai “
“fir to kuchh nahi ho sakta , aap uspar jor ajmayis karoge nahi aur wo aapki hogi nahi “
“yahi to bol raha hu ,mujhe mera pyar chahiye .. aur isse tera bhi to fayada hai , tu to apne fayade ke liye kya kuchh nahi karti , to bata rashata aur khud bhi gulami ki is janjir se aajad ho jaa “
Jamuna ki ankho me jaise chamak hi aa gaya
“malik iska rashta to jangle me hi pata chalega, janha shikari rahte hai “
Maine ek sans chhodi
“matlab tu bol rahi hai ki mujhe jangle ke ander jana hoga , kisi shikari se milna hoga , Sali kutiya ager unke pas rashta hota to kya wo khud aam jindagi nahi jite , jangle me kyo fir rahe hote “
“malik lekin ek hai jiske bare me kaha jata hai ki usne apni sakti par vijay pa li hai .. aur wo jangle ke ander hi milega “
“achcha aur ye kisne kaha “
“Chudailo ne …”
Mere kaan achanak hi khade ho gaye
“kya kaha unhone “
“yahi ki sirf ek hi shikari hai jisne apne takat par vijay payi hai wo bhi bina kisi Chudail ke , lekin ye asan nahi tha usne iske liye bahut tapashya ki thi “
Main chup hi raha main bas jamuna ko dekh raha tha aur ye janne ki koshis kar raha tha ki kahi ye mujhe bhi to fasane ke firak me nahi hai …
Aur usne jaise meri najaro ko pahchan liya
“nahi malik aap galt soch rahe ho , main to aapki gulam hu main chah kar bhi aapse jhuth nahi bol sakti “
Maine bas sahmati me sar hila diya
“malik aapko thanda kar du kya “
Usne badi hi ummid se puchha tha lekin aaj to mera man bhi bada ajib ho raha tha , jiske bina main rah nahi sakta tha wahi vasana ke kitanu dur dur tak bhi mujhme dikhai nahi de rahe the ..
“tu so ja jarurat padi to dekh lunga “
Meri bat sunkar wo muskurai aur jamin me aakr let gayi , main bas apni soch me hi gum ho gaya tha ..aur meri ankhe lag gayi ..
Maine to socha tha ki aaj maine prem ke karn apni vasana par vijay pa li hai lekin main galat tha , jab bhookhe hi so jaoge to rat ko bhookh lag sakti hai aur wo bhi badi tej ..
Meri nind khuli to mera ling apne kaboo me nahi tha , aaj rat maine isse santushti bhi nahi kiya tha isliye wo apne fatane wale andaaj me khada hua mujhse kah raha tha ki mujhe bhojan do ,maine mobile se samay dekha abhi subah ke 4 baj rahe the , main thoda bechain sa ho gaya tha maine bister ke niche soyi hui jamuna par najar dali , man to kiya ki ise abhi bister me patak du lekin fir kuchh sochkar main wahi ghumane laga , tabhi niche se koi khatkhat ki awaj ne mera dhyan akarshit kiya tha ..
Main turant hi niche chala gaya aur maine wanha jo dekha use dekh kar meri sanse hi ruk si gayi ..
Niche kitchen me meri maa sulekha khadi thi ,mahaj ek jhini si nighty pahne , unki pith meri or thi aur main unke jism ko niharta hi rah gaya ..
Pahle hi mere ander hawas ki andhi si chal rahi thi , unke bhare hue jism me wo jhine se kapde ko dekhkar mere ander mano havas ka sunami hi aa gaya , ling apne pure aakar me tana hua tha sanse tej ho gayi thi , meri najare sidhe unke kulho par gayi , wo ubhare hue kulhe mujhe khud ko chusane ka amantran de rahe the , maine apni dant usme gada dena chahta tha , unka gora rang us kali rang ki nighty se jhank kar mujhe bechain karne laga tha , main unke aur bhi paas aa gyaa jisse meri sanse unke kandho ko chhune lagi , mera hath sidhe unke khulho par gaya aur main pure havas se bhare he unhe dabochane laga ..
“aah koun hai .. Ajay???”
Wo mudi aur buri tarah se chouk gayi , meri ankhe lal thi aur sanse tej , mathe par pasine ki bunde aa rahi thi ,maa meri hatal dekh kar hi ghabra gayi thi aisa lag raha tha jaise mujhe buri tarah se bukhar aaya ho , mera jism garm tha aur uski garmi wo bhi mahsoos kar sakti thi ..
Lekin unka palatna mere liye aur bhi jaan lewa tha , unke wo bade bade vaksh mere sine se aakr takra gaye , meri najare unke vaksho ki us ghati me chali gayi , main un urojo ke liye betab ho utha tha jisse maine bachpan me mamta ka ghoot piya tha , mere hath Anayas hi mamta se bhare un urojo ki or badh gaye the , mere hatho me meri maa ke komal vaksh the jise maine bade hi aaram se sahlaya , aur unhe apni or khich liya , meri garm sanse unke chahre par padh rahi thi , unki ankhe ashchary se badi ho chuki thi aur mathe par pasina aa gaya tha , mera ling unke pet me chubhane laga tha ..
“beta ye kya kar raha hai teri chachiya kaha hai ..”
Wo kuchh bol pati usse pahle hi maine usnke khule hue kandhe par apne hotho rakh diye ..
Main mariyadao ko bhulakar unke kandhe ko chusne laga tha .
“Ajay chhod beta hosh me aa “
Unhone mujhe puri takat se hatane ki koshis ki lekin meri pakad meri havas jitni hi majboot thi , mere hath unke kulho ko dabochane lage the ..
“chhod de kamine “ maa ro padi thi , unhone apni puri takat laga di aur mujhe khud se alag kiya aur
‘chataak ..’
Ek jordar jhapad mere galo me pada ..
“kamine hawas me aisa bhool gaya ki tujhe teri maa bhi dikhai nahi de rahi hai “
Wo rote hue boli lekin meri ankho me unke ansu nahi balki unka madak jism tha , main ek bar fir se kisi katputali ki tarah hawas ki aag me jalta hua unki or bada aur fir se
‘chataak ..’ unhone pura dam laga kar mere galo par waar kiya tha lekin mere liye wo mano koi phool ki maar hi the
“hosh me aa Ajay hosh me aaj main teri maa hu , ja apni chachiyo ke paas ja ya us jamuna ke pas ja “
Wo apna gala faad kar chillayi ..
Lekin maine unhe fir se apni banho me kas liya tha aur unke kandhe ko chusane laga tha ..
“malik inhe chhod dijiye .. malik “
Maa ki awaj sunkar jamuna bhi niche aa gayi thi , lekin uski awaj ka mujhpar jaise kuchh asar hi nahi pada , main janta tha ki main kya kar raha hu lekin mere samne abhi meri maa nahi balki ek jism tha jise main bhogana chahta tha ..
“malik ..”
Jamuna ne mera chahra apni or kar liya aur meri ankhe jamuna par hi jam gayi wo marjaat nagn thi , usne apne sare kapde khol diye the ..
Main use dekhkar uspar tut pada tha ,apne jism se kapdo ko fek kar rasoi me hi use lita diya tha aur uske uper chad pada , jab maine pahli bar uske yoni me apna ling ghusaya tab jakar mujhe thoda hosh aaya ..
“kariye malik apni hawas shant kariye .. sulekha tum yanha se chali jao “
Meri maa mujhe aur jamuna ke Is khel ko bade hi ashchary se dekh rahi thi , ye pahli bar tha jab main apne control se bahar gaya tha …
“sulekha tum jao “
Jamuna ne pure adhikar se kaha tha , itane adhikar se jaise wo meri maa ko pahale se janti ho ..
Lekin us samay to mere dimag me bas hawas ka kida naach raha tha main jamuna ke yoni me apne ling ka prahar karta gaya aur us maje me doobta gaya …
Meri maa wanha se bhagate hue apne kamre me chali gayi thi …
Sulekha apne apne bete ki is halat ko dekhkar na sirf dukhi thi balki ek tarah se tut chuki thi , use jamuna ke kahe wo shabd yaad aaye the jab usne kaha tha ki jab Ajay ka samna hawas ke tufaan se hoga to wo apni maa ko bhi nahi chhodega ..
Sulekha ke ankho me aansu ki bunde thi , use apne bachpan ka wo samay yaad aa raha tha jab wo jamuna ke sath khela karti thi ..
Sulekha ki sabse achchi Saheli thi jamuna jise aaj uska hi beta uske hi ghar me uski hi ankho ke samne round raha tha …..
