Nafrat – Didi Ka Inteqam – Update 20

pita ji- kaise ho sanju beta!!

routine se hatkar aaj pahli bar pita ji itne narm aur pyar bhare lahje me mujhse bole the. mujhse kabhi bhi pita ji ne typical baapo jaisi baat nahi kari thi. par unka andaz hi alag tha. teacher the. teachers dil ke narm bhi hua karte han aur sakht dil me. mere pita ji jaise bhi the. par unki bhari awaz me alag hi goonj hua karti thi. koi bhi unki baat sunkar sunn pad jaya karta tha. isi liye pita ji ki call hai. aisa sunkar mai kuch ghabra gaya tha. ab jo pita ji ka narm lahja suna to mai hairan rah gaya.

mai pita ji ko jawab nahi de saka.

pita ji- sanju beta! tum sun rahe ho mujhe..

mai- jj- ji. ji pita ji. mai sun raha hon aapko. bhagwan ki kripa se mai bohut acha hon pita ji.

pita ji aur bhi meethe lahje me bole- haan! mujhe sab khabar hai. tum itne ache kyun ho.

mai haklaya- k- kaise.. aapko kya pata hai pita ji.

darr jo andar samaya hua ho. itni jaldi nahi jata. didi mujhe aur bhi ghoor kar dekhne lagi. ab sath hi afsos se bhi dekh rahi thi.. mai didi ko dekh nazren chura gaya tha.

pita ji- hakla kyun rahe ho. tumne chori thodi na ki hai. paap thodi na kiya hai. tum to mere bohut ache bete ho. jab tak tum yahan rahe. tumhare karan kabhi mera sar nahi jhuka. wahan apne jiju ke pass ja kar tum jaise rah rahe ho. jaise naam kama rahe ho.. yahan mera sar garv se uncha ho gaya hai sanju beta. mujhe khushi hai. jo tum apne nam ke sath sath mera aur sab ka naam bhi uncha kar rahe ho. yahi zindagi hai sanju beta. har kisi se pyar se rahna hi insaniyat bhi hai, dharam bhi hai aur kamyabi bhi. badon ko samman dena, chhoto badon se pyar karna.. kisi ke dukh dard me kam aana yahi to ek achhe aur sache manushy ki pahchan hua karti hai. aise hi sari umar jeena sanju beta. aise kaam hamesha karna.. log peeth peeche bhi tumhe duaen dete rahen..

pita ji ki unexpected baten sunkar mai shocked rah gaya tha. warna to mai samjh raha tha. pita ji zarur meri class lene wale han. kuch na kuch aisa kahne wale han. mera khoon khush hokar rah jata. didi bhi mera chahra dekh ab kuch relax lagi mujhe.

mai bhi josh se bol pada- ji pita ji. zarur pita ji. didi meri ideal han pita ji.(har pita ideal hota hai. maine didi ko ideal bol dia tha) didi mujhe bohut kuch samjhati rahti han. sanju ye acha hai. ye bura hai.. ye karoge to sab tumse pyar karenge. tumhe kamyabi milegi. wo karoge to tumhari izzat aur value kam ho jayegi. kabhi kamyab nahi ho paoge. kabhi sukhi nahi rah paaoge. pita ji sab didi ka kamal hai.. didi bohut achi han pita ji.

pita ji ki halat najane kya hone lagi thi didi ka zikr sunkar.. maine jo bolna shuru kia to fir bolta hi chala gaya. didi ka zikr shuru kia to sab didi ki baaten hi karne laga.. pita ji kuch aur bolte mai bol pada.

mai- pita ji.. didi kahti han. mai bada admi ban jaaun. sabka naam roshan karun. didi kahti han. mai parivar ka sacha angrakshak ban jaaun. pita ji didi ki shadi aapne didi ki marzi se nahi ki. fir bhi didi–

pita ji ekdum se rookhe svar me bole- le apni maa se bat kar.

mera josh thanda pad gaya. mera khula moh khula rah gaya. mai fone ko ankhon ke samne la kar dekhne laga. ye pita ji ko ekdum se kya hua..

didi boli- mera zikr karna hi tha to karte rahte. pita ji se ye kyun kaha. mere sath wo nyaay nahi kar paaye.

mai samjh gaya. udhar pita ji maa ko mobile dekar kamre se chale gaye the. maa ki awaz aa rahi thi..

hello…. hello sanju beta…. hello…. hello!!!

maine mobile firse kan se laga lia.. is baat mera josh alag tarah ka tha. meri khushi alag tarah ki thi. ek beta ki ache karmo ki shohrat uske ghar par pohnche toh dil jhum uthta ha. mera dil bhi jhum utha tha.. ab didi mere sath beth mujhe smile se dekh rahi thi.

mai- kaisi ho aap maa!

maa ki siski mujhe sunaai di. shayad maa pallu se apni nam ankhon ko saaf bhi karne lagi thi.

mai- kya hua maa. aap ro rahi han. mai bhi dukhi hon aapse door rahkar maa.

didi ne meri peeth par ek chapat laga di

maa- nahi mai ro nahi rahi hon. tujhse baat kar rahi hon. tere liye dil bohut khushi mahsus kar raha hai. jaise tu wahan rah raha hai. mera dil dunya bhar ki khushyon se bharne laga hai. khushi badh jaaye to ankhen jhalak padti han. awaz badal jati hai. tu bata kaisa ha tu. jabse tu gaya ha. ek bar ke bad tuney firse call hi nahi gai. meri tadap par tujhe zara bhi taras nahi aaya.

maa ab khul kar sisak rahi thi. sath mujhe meri bahno ki awazen bhi sunai de rahi thi. radha didi khamosh thi. serious hoke bethi mujhe dekhne lagi thi.

maa ka sisakna sun mai tadap utha. meri awaz bhi nam ho gai

mai- maa! mai bhi kabhi aapse door nahi raha. aapke liye mai bhi tadap gaya hon maa.

maa siskati hui boli- mere liye tadap raha tha. to fir call kyun nahi ki tumne. haan bata mujhe. kya mere liye tera pyar aur tadap kam hoti ja rahi hai. jo itne din tak mujhe bhula raha

mai aur tadap gaya- nahi maa. mai mar na jaun. tu aapko bhula to.

maa- bakwas na kar. maren tere dushman. marne ki baat mat kiya kar mujhse.

priya jo bahno me sabse chhoti aur mujhse badi thi. sisak padi

priya- mujhe bhi bhula dia sanju tumne. kitne bedardi ho tum.

mai- arre meri priyu.. mat bol aisa yaar. mai bhala tumhe kyu bhul jaunga. tum to meri bahan bhi ho aur dost bhi.

priya- huh!! bahan bhi hon aur dost bhi. na bahan ka pyar yaad aaya tujhe aur na hi dost ki dosti..

mai bhi sisak pada

lata- mat rula usay. pata hai na. narm dil hai uska.

shruti- sanju kaise ho mere bhai tum.

mai bhegi awaz ke sath- theek hon didi. aap kaisi ho. lata didi aap kaisi ho

lata- theek hon bhai.. tumhare bare me sab suna. bohut khushi mili bhai. bhagwan har bahan ko tum jaisa bhai de.

shruti- sanju tum pahle bhi bohut payare aur ache the. ab wahan didi ke pass ja kar aur bhi ache ban gaye ho. pita ji bhi bohut khush han tumhare karmo se.

maa ab roti hui boli- meri radha kaisi hai.

maa ne radha didi ka pucha to radha didi ekdum se mere pass se uth khadi hui. wo to mere sath jud kar mobile se kaan laga kar sun rahi thi. aur nahi sunnna chahti thi. uth kar kamre se jaane lagi. maine didi ka hath pakad lia. didi ki ankhon me dekha to ek aag se dahakti hui dikhi mujhe. maine turant didi ka hath chhod dia. didi kamre se nikal padi.

mai didi ko jate hue dekh kar bola- didi achi han maa.

maa- meri baat karwa sakta hai kyaa usse. kaan taras gaye han uski awaz sunne ke liye.. kitne saal ho gaye han uski awaz sune hue.. usay dekhe hue.

door bethe apnu se baaten karna asan nahi hota. bohut dard jhelna padta hai. yahan mere sath aur wahan sabke sath bhi aisa hi ho raha tha. hum sab dard ki lapet me aa gaye the..

mai- mera waada hai maa. ek din mai didi ko ghar zarur le kar aaunga. us din sab pahle jaisa ho jayega. koi dukh baki nahi rahega. charon orr se khushiyan hi khushiyan brasengi.

maa hasrat se boli- najane wo din kab aayega. ankhen bhi ab dwar ki chaukhat ko takte takte thak gai han. intezar hai ki khatam hone me hi nahi aa raha.

mai- hoga maa. ye intezar ek din zarur khatam hoga..

door se bahar khadi didi bhi mujhe sun mann me bol rahi thi.. mai bhi usi din ka besabri se intezar kar rahi hon sanju.. tu jaldi se wo ban ja. jo mai tujhe bana dekhna chahti hon. mai bhi firse us ghar me laut kar jana chahti hon. haan par mera lautna orr tarah ka hoga….. aisa hoga. koi soch bhi nahi sakega..

didi bhi ek lambi sans lekar wahan se chali gai. idhar mai palang par betha sabse bari bari baten karne laga. pahle dukh ke badal chhaye hue the. fir sabse detail me baaten honi lagi. yahan mai kaise rah raha hon.. uspar charcha hone lagi.

ab sabke dil khil uthe tha. masti bhari pyar bhari baaten hone lagi. dada dadi bhi wahi aa gaye the. ek ek se main detail me baaten karne laga.

ghanta bhar sabse baaten hui.. fir sampark toot gaya..

tabhi didi kamre me aai aur mere gaal par ek karara chanta maar dia didi ne.

mai apne gaal par hath rakh kar didi ko hairani se dekhne laga.

didi- pita ji se aise hi hakla kar baat karega to tu mere kisi kam ka nahi ban paayega. aatmavishwas laa apne andar. tujhe pita ji ya kisi se bhi hakla kar bat nahi karni ha.. har trah ka bhav tere control me hona zaruri hai. ispar khas dhayan de… nahi to saman bandh aur nikal le yahan se..

didi itna bol wahan se chali gai thi.. aur mai didi ko jaate hue dekhta rah gaya tha.. aise hi kai tarike didi ne in 40 dino me mujhpar apply kiye the.. dhruv aur uske dosto ke sath jo road par hua tha. wo sab didi ki mahnat ka parinam tha.. warna mai gaon wala tha. aur gaon wale ladai ke maamle me darte nahi han. baat gairat ki aa jaaye to mar mit jaate hann..

simi ke bepanah husan ko dekh mai haklaya nahi tha. par simi se baat karne ki himmat mai khud me nahi pa saka tha. bad me dhurv ko tootta dekh, didi ko yaad karke mai himmat juta paya tha. warna dedh mahina pahle mere sath aisi koi ghatna ghati hoti. to situation aur hoti..

dhruv, simi aur sab chale gaye to mai iphone hath me liye didi ke kamre me ja ghusa..

mai- didi mujhse iphone nahi chal payega. iske function bohut alag han.

didi mujhe bazo se pakad khench pass bitha gai.

fir meri ankhon me dekh boli- mai tujhe jo sikha rahi hon. wo bhi konsa asan hai. jaisa tu banta ja raha ha. wo ban pana bhi to tere liye asan nahi tha.. iphone kaise chalana hai. wo mai tujhe sikha dungi. tu aisa kar.. aaj se hi maa ji ke saamne khulna shuru kar do.

mai- kaise??

didi mujhe samjhane lagi.

mai- bohut mushkil ho jayega didi. gadbad ho sakti hai.

didi- mai hon na tere sath. kuch nahi hoga. vishwas rakh mujhpar bhi aur khud par bhi.. dhruv aur simi ek ho paye han. ye sab tere aatmavishwas ka parinam tha.. warna shabdo ka kya hai. wo to har samay moh se nikalte hi rahte han. aatmavishwas ho to shabdo moh se nikalte hi asardar ban jaya karte han. aur sab kuch badal kar rakh dete han. jaise dhruv aur simi ka sab kuch badal gaya. dono ke parivaron ka sab kuch badal gaya.. aise hi har jaga apni aatmavishwas ka upyog kar. kuch bhi karna.. bas yahi sochna.. tere liye ye mushkil nahi hoga. kaisi bhi situation bane.. tu usay handle kar sakta hai….. chal ab uth aur kaam pe lag ja…

mai door ko dekh didi ke chahre ko thaam didi ke honto ras peene laga. didi ne bhi tirchi nigah se door ko dekha aur mujhe apne honto ka ras pilane lagi.. ache se didi ke honto ka ras peene ke bad main kamre se nikal gaya….