My Life @Jindgi Ek Safar Begana – Update 52

Update 52

Me abhi uss kamre mein ghusane wala hi tha ki apne itane najdik se huye fire ki vajah se wo chonkanne ho gaye aur unhein chhod kar nikal bhaagne lage,

me gate par hi khada tha, jo saamne aaya pelta gaya ek-do girate padte nikal bhagne mein safal ho gaye.

Upar ka safaya karne ke baad me baramade se utarne wale jeene se neeche aangan mein aaya to wahaan aangan mein bhi do aur mil gaye.

unko pahle to pata hi nahi chala ki me kon hoon, jab tak samajhte ek ko thok diya, dusara bhagne wala tha ki usko peeche se goli mardi, jo uske peeth mein ghus gayi shayad aur wo rambhata hua wahi gir pada,

aangan se hote huye apne ghar ke gate se andar dakhil hua to wahaan bhi saale 4-4, meri budhi maa aur behan ke sath mar-peet kar rahe they aur maal-paani kahaan chhupa rakha hai aisa pucch rahe they.

Meri maa ka ek hath tod diya tha un logon ne wo bechari dard se karah rahi thi,
meri behan ke muh se bhi khoon bah raha tha, mera gusse ke maare bura haal ho raha tha, kapde khoon se lathapath they,

muh kapde se dhka hone ke karan pahle to wo log apna hi koi sathi samjhe mujhe lekin jaise hi unmein se mene ek ki aantadiya nikali, wo mere upar jhapte, ek ko raste mein hi tapka diya aur do bhag liye.

Me unke peechhe- 2 bhaga aur jaise hi main gate se nikal kar bahar ki gallery mei aaya wahaan aur do pahra de rahey they un charon ko lalkarta hua me unke peechhe-2 bhaga,

bhagte hi ek fire aur kardiya, goli ek badmash ki peeth mein ghus gayi.

Leikin meri awaj pehchan kar bahar khade logon ne bhi gallery ki taraf bhagna shuru kar diya aur teen bache badmashon mein se ek ko pakad liya, do bhag gaye,

me un logon ke pass pahuncha aur jaate hi us pakade huye badmadash ke pet ko bhi faad dala.

Mere saare kapade badamshon ke khoon se lathapath ho chuke they, muh par kapda dekh kar mere gharwale aur gaon wale bhi darr gaye.

chunki mene jaate hi uss badmash ko maar dala tha isliye wo kuchh aaswasth huye aur chonk kar meri ore dekhne lage.

Jab mene apne muh ka kapda hataya to sab ki cheekh nikala padi.

Prem bhai- Arun ! tu theek to hai ? idhar kahan se aaya..?

Me theek hoon.. andar sab badmash mare pade hain, aur kuchh bhag gaye..mene kaha to sab ashcharyachakit ho mujhe dekhte hi rah gaye.. fir sab andar bhag kar gaye..

Aangan se hi lashon ki shuruaat ho gayi.. maa aur behan abhi bhi thar-thar kaanp rahi thi,

hum logon ki awaj sunkar upar se wo charon bhi neeche aa gayi ye accha kiya ki unhone apne fate huye kapde change kar liye they ab tak.

Bahbhi boli upar darr lag raha hai, charon ore lashein hi lashein bichhi padi hain. mujhe dekhte hi unhone mujhe apne gale se laga liya is baat ki bina parwah kiye
ki mere kapde khoon se sane huye they.

Tumne hum sab ko bacha liya arun… lekin fir kaanpti huyi vishamay ke sath boli- ye sab tumne akele hi kiya hai..?

Haan Bhabhi ye sab mene akele hi kiya hai, aur koi tha bhi to nahi mere saath jisase madad maang sakta..?

fir mene sabko kya-2 kaise-2 hua sab bataya to sabaki aankhein fati rah gayi aur sabne mujhe ek sath bheench liya.

Arey ab tum log milkar maar daloge kya..? mera dum ghut raha hai to sabne jhenpate huye mujhe chhoda, aur sabke chehare par muskaan aa gayi.

Udhar gaon ka chaukidar dakaiti ki khabar sunte hi thane ki ore dauda tha..

Gaon mein us waqt telephone ki suvidha nahi thi, aur jo chaukidaar tha uske bechare ke pass cycle vagairah bhi nahi thi, so paidal hi 3 km tak bhagta gaya tab jaake thane mein ittala di.

Uske bawjud bhi police 3 ghante ke baad pahunchi gaon mein.

Logon ne aate hi inspector ko lapak liya, to wo kheensen nipor kar apni ram kahani sunane laga.

Jab usane andar ke halat dekhe to unki aankhein fati rah gayi, ab wo ulte seedhe sawal karne laga ki ye katl kisane kiye hain, kaise kiye hain vagairah-2.

Me- oye inspector ! akl ghaas charne gayi hai kya teri…? ye tujhe katl dikhai de rahe hain..?

Insp- ye ladka kon hai..?

Prem bhai- ye mera bhai hai.. kyon..?

Insp- isko sikhaya nahi tumne, police se aise baat karte hain.. ? ek danda dalunga iski gaand mein saari akad nikal jayegi..!

Lapak ke uska gala pakad ke dabate huye mene kaha- saale meri gaand mein danda dalega..tu hain.

abhi mein tujhe bhi maarkar in badmashon mein shamil kar doon to bol kya kar lega.

Uski rooh fana ho gayi, itane mein prem bhai ne use chhudwa diya aur bole- inspector hamare yahaan 20 badmash chad gaye,

Aap 3 ghante mein ab aa rahe ho ? wo bhi 4 sipahiyon ko lekar..! hum sab gaon waale ek hoker inko nahi maarte to ye log hamein maar dalte.

Ye nahi socha aapne aur ulta hamare upar hi dhons jama rahey ho.

Ye dekho hamari auraton ko maar-2 kar kya halat kar di hai. ilazam lagane se pahle ye to socha hota ki itani raat gaye itane saare logon ko hum pakad-2 ke laaye maarne ke liye inke gharon se, jinmein ye bhi nahi pata ki ye kahaan-2 se aaye hain.

Inspector ki sitti-pitti gum ho chuki thi, dheela padate huye wo bola- I am sorry master saab, mera kahne ka ye matlab ye nahi tha..

me to bas janana chahta tha ki ye sab kaise kiya aap logon ne ?

Fir unhone sab lashon ko wahaan se uthwake thane pahunchwaya, hamari auraton ki medical jaanch ke liye city hospital le jaya gaya kanooni karyawahi ki gayi.

Inhi sab kaamon mein subah ho gayi.

Subah ke ujale mein ghar ke peechhe se bhi do badmash ghayal awastha mein pade mile, unhein medical treatment deke hirasat mein le liya gaya.

Bahut saare mare huye badmashon ki pehchan ho gayi thi, ek do to bhure ke ristedaar hi they,

do saamne wale ke saale nikale. Puri sajish khul chuki thi. jin logon ka hath tha wo bhi arrest kar liye gaye.

Ek baar aur mere jivan ka yatharth siddh ho gaya..aur mene ek lambi swans lekar mann hi mann kaha ki chalo – “Mera Jeevan” Kuchh Kaam to Aaya

Is hadse ke baad meri jindagi puri tarah badal gayi, jab bhi me dhyan lagane ki koshish karta, mujhe wo narsanhaar nazar aane lagta aur apne dhyan se vichalit hone lagta,

ek baichaini si hone lagati, meri aankhon mein hinsak bhav uthane lagte.
Meri samajh mein nahi aa raha tha ki ye sab kyon ho raha hai aur isase kaise mukti mile…!!

Aisa bhi nahi tha ki mene isase pahle kisi ko maut ki saja nahi di thi, kuchh mahine pehale hi un aatakwadiyon ko unke anjam tak pahuchaya tha lekin aisa pahle nahi hua tha.

Kuchh din isi udhed bun mein nikal gaye, me thoda udaas sa bhi rahne laga, na kisi se jyaada bolna aur na kisi se seedhe -2 jawaab dena,

ghar wale bhi mere vyavhar se pareshan rehne lage. Aur ek nayi mushibat ye huyi ki log mujhse baat karne mein katrane lage they.

Koi-koi to yahaan tak bol deta, ki ye koi normal inshan nahi hai…jarur iske upar koi bhoot-pret ka saya hai…

Ek din me apne khet mein jo ki thodi si jamin thi jahaan, dusare ke tube well se paani de raha tha gehun khade they usmein baali ana shuru ho rahi thi fasal mein.

Tabhi wahaan mere hi mohalle ki ladki jiska naam bhuri tha bathua ka saag todne aayi, uske sath usi ke ghar ki do ladkiyan aur thi.

Me khet ki med (boundary) par baitha tha to wo bhi mere sath aakar baith gayi aur mujhse baat karne lagi,

me bhi usase normally baat karne laga.

Wo mujhse chhoti thi .. 18 ke ass-pass ki umra hogi uski, ab gaon naate se mujhe bhaiya bolti thi.

jiski jhalak shuru ke update me padhi hogi aapne.

Garib ghar ki bhuri, pita ke dehant ke baad badhti killaton se mushkil se pariwar ka bharan poshan ho raha tha.

4 bhaiyon ke beech akeli behan, amdani ka jariya matra 10-12 beegha jamin hi thi,

bada bhai mere se koi 2 saal hi bada tha, lekin fail hote-2 mushkil se 10th pass hi kar paya tha,

teen bhaiyon ke baad chauthi aulad thi wo. Bade bhai ki mushkil se shadi ho payi thi.

Bhuri ek halke kad ki gori-chitti ladaki thi, rang roop ki vajah se hi uska naam uske pita ne bhuri rakh diya tha.

adhakhili kali jiske pass dhang ke pehanane ko kapde bhi nahi hote they, iss samay bhi wo ek ghise ghisaye purane se salwar suit mein thi jo shayad kaafi purana hone se uske vikasit ho rahey badan ko dhang se dhak bhi nahi paa rahe they.

Vaise to uske santare abhi 30” ke hi huye honge, lekin tight kurtey main lagta tha kapde ko faad ke bahar nikal padenge.

Bina bra ke uske chhote-2 lekin nukile chuchak uske jheene kapde mein saaf chhata darsha rahey they.

Uskae kapde itne ghis chuke they ki pink colour ka kapda bhi uske badan ke rang ka dikh raha tha.

Mene use nazar bhar dekha…,

pahle to mujhe us par daya aayi, aur mene pyaar se uske sar par hath fera.

Fir jab mujhe uske kapdon se aar-paar uska sharir dikhayi dene laga to meri bhavnayen badalne lagi,

anayas hi mera hath uski peeth par chala gaya aur use sahlane laga.

Me uski peeth sahlate huye bola- bhuri, tere pass aur dhang ke kapde nahi hain..?

Wo- kyon inmein kya kharabi hai ..?

Me- purane hain, dekho tumhara sharir bhi chamak raha hai..

Jab usne meri nazaron ka peechha kiya to wo sharm se dohri ho gayi aur boli-
hain to ek do Jodi,

par Bhabhi pahane nahi deti, bolti hai, abhi inse hi kaam chalne do jab tak chalta hai baad mein nikaal lena.

Me- aur teri matayi (Maa) kya kahti hai…?

Wo- wo bechari kya kahegi, chup hi rahati hai.

Me- tera mann nahi hota achha khane-pahanane ko..?

Bhuri- kiska mann nahi hoga… bhaiya..? lekin aaye kahan se..? do jun ki roti ho jaati hai wahi bahut hai..!

Me – ohhh.. bhuri..! me uski dayneeya dasha jaan kar karah kar bola – agar tera bahar khane ka mann karta hai to mujhe bata me tujhe khane ke liye paisa de dunga agar chahe to..!

ye baat mene daya vas kahi thi, bhuri thodi emotional hoti huyi mere kadhe par sar rakh kar boli-

Jalebi khane ka bahut mann karta hai, jab bhi subah-2 ajuddi lala ki dukan par jaati hoon, usi samay wo garam-2 bana raha hota hai,

Jab aur log bhi kha rahey hote hain to sach kahati hoon bhaiya, itna mann karta hai, ki utha ke bhag jaun….

Kandhe se chipakne se uske adh-khile santare jo ki sirf ek jheene se kapde ki diwar ke us paar they uske nanhe-munne angur ke daane mere baju mein chubhane se lage.

Mera mann kiya ki hath se sahala doon.. lekin mann ko kabu mein karke uski peeth se hath lejakar uske dusare baju ko pakad kar apni ore kheench liya, dusare hath se uski thodi ko pakad kar uthaya aur bola-

Me tujhe paise dunga jalebi khane ke liye, jab jee kare kha liya karana, theek hai, lekin koi puchhe ki paise kahaan se aaye to kya kahegi..?

Wo – koi bhi bahana bana dungi, tum chinta mat karo, me tumhara naam nahi lungi.

Mene use kas kar kaha- ohh.. tu to badi samajhdaar hai meri gudiya.. shabas..le ye 50 rs rakh abhi… mene jeb se nikal kar usko ek 50 ka note de diya.

Aur haan jab khatam ho jaayen na to bol dena aur de dunga theek hai. ab tu jaa mujhe kaam karna hai.

Wo haan mein garden hila kar mujhse aur jore se lipat gayi aur mere gaal pe kiss karke boli- ohhh mere pyare arun bhaiya, tum kitane ache ho..?

fir wahan se chali gayi, aur me apne kaam mein busy ho gaya.

Sham ko sab kaam dhandha nipata kar ghar jaa kar khana-wana khaya, thoda bahut idhar udhar baitha,

saath ke ladakon ke sangh thoda gaanje ki chilam mein kas lagaya aur sone ke liye tube well ki ore chal diya.

Aaj mene anubhav kiya ki mera mann aaj ashant nahi tha, bhuri ke sath bitaye palon ko yaad karte hi mera sharir romanch se bhar gaya.

Ab mere mann mein baichaini ki jagah kuchh aur hi tarah ki feeling aa rahi thi. jismein kucch sanvedana, kuchh romanch, jaisi college ke dino mein aati thi, ab me bhuri ka sath paane ki kalpna karne laga.

Sone ki koshish ki to aankhein band karte hi bhuri khawon mein aa gayi, wohi uska dopar wala roop, alhad kacchi kali ab dheere-2 mere dilo-diamag par chhane lagi.

Jis mushibat se mein aaj se pahale joojh raha tha, usase to mukti mil gayi thi, lekin ek nayi tarah ka romanch haavi hota jaa raha.

Do saal se jyada samay se mene sex nahi kiya tha, dhyan mudra shuru karne ke baad kuchh mahino tak to kabhi-2 raat ko mera underwear kharab ho bhi jaata tha,

lekin jab se kundalini yatra wala prayog kiya tha tab se to mere veerya ki kabhi ek boond bhi nikali ho, aisa feel bhi nahi hua tha.

Lekin dhai saal ke baad aaj ki baton ko yaad karke mere ling mein bhi kuchh-2 tanaav sa mehsoos hone laga tha.

sochte-2 na jane kab mujhe neend ne apne aagosh mein le liya aur me bhuri ke adhkhile yovan ka anubhav apne sapnon mein karta hua so gaya.