Update 97
Din gujarte gujarte aur 10 din nikal gaya.Komal ka health bhi achi thi.Uski peth aab jyada hi bada lagh raha tha.Kyu na ho bhai mera twins bachche jo anewala hai.Bas uparwale se yeh duya mangta hoon ki mera bachcha aur Komal sehi salamat iss duniya mein aye.Dr.Poonam se bhi main baate karta raha Komal ke health ke bareme.Sonali bua bhi achi tarah se uski khyal rakh rahi thi.
Main office se akar sidha Komal ke kamre mein chala gaya.Mere ane ke baad bua Kamla ko lekar market chali gayi.Main kamre mein jakar dekha toh Komal bed mein soyi huyi thi.Woh aapni pit(backbone) ke baal leti huyi thi.Peth ubri huyi thi.Main ahista jakar uski pas beth gaya.Aaj soute waqt Komal kuch jyada hi bachchi ki tarah lagh rahi thi.Shayed maa banne wali hai isliye.Main chota sa kiss de diya uski forehead mein aur ek kiss uski peth mein.Phir main uthkar khada ho gaya.
Main fresh hone ke liye bathroom ja hi raha tha ki mere nazar Komal ki diary mein padah.Komal ki diary niche giri huyi thi.Shayed table se niche gir gayi hogi.Diary se do kagaj bhi bahar nikli huyi thi.Main diary ko uthakar table mein rakh diya.Dono kagaj ko bhi diary ke andar rakhne ja hi raha tha ki ek kagaj ko dekh kar mujhe aisa lagah ki yeh kagaj toh mera pad ka hai.Main Kagaj ko jabh khol ke dekha toh mera hosh udh gaya.Yeh toh wohi kagaj hai jaha pe maine Pari ka yaade likha tha.Pari ke sath bitaya huya har lamha likha tha.Kya Komal sabh kuch jan chuki hai ki main Pari se pyaar karta hoon.Komal ki diary se nikla hai toh jorur woh padh liya hogi.Main waha se uthkar balcony mein a gaya.
Komal ko agar sabh kuch malum hai toh woh mujhe kuch puchi kyu nahi.Main andar jakar uski diary le aya.Diary ka pehla page khulkar padhne lagah.Komal mere sath Australia se lekar yaha tak ki bitaya huya sara pal likhi huyi thi.Phir jabh Dadi ka death ke baad ka baate main padhne lagah toh mera dil rou padah.
Komal ka Diary: Aaj mujhe malum padah ki Veer mujhe pyaar nahi karte.Woh toh Pari ko pyaar karte hai.Mere sath toh woh jabardasti ka rishta nibha rahe hai.Main unki kabil nahi hoon.Main unki zindaghi se chali jayungi.
Komal yeh likhte likhte rou rahi thi yeh page dekh kar hi malum padh raha tha.Main age aur padh nahi paya.Main diary band kar diya.Kya sach mein main Komal ko pyaar nahi de paya.Kya uski dil mein main jagah bana nahi paya.Main yeh sabh soch raha tha aur rou raha tha.Tabhi mera nazar dusre kagaj mein padah.Main woh kagaj ko khulkar padhne lagah.Are yeh toh Dadi ka chitti hai jo uss din munimji ne Komal ko diya tha.Main woh chitti padhne lagah.
DADI’S LETTER
Komal beti,
Mera akhri waqt a chuka hai.Main aab jaan gayi hoon ki main jyada din jee nahi payungi.Tu mera Veer ka khyal rakhna.Kehte hai itihas repeat hota hai.Mere Veer ke zindaghi mein bhi itihas phirse repeat huya.Aaj main tujhe woh baat batane ja rahi hoon jo Veer ko bhi nahi malum.Woh baat batane se pehle main tujhe yeh kehna chahti hoon ki Veer kisi aur se pyaar karta tha.
Lekin tujhe bachane ki chakkar mein aapne pyaar ka gala gont diya.Veer ke drawer mein ek chitti hai jisko padhne se tujhe sabh malum padh jayegi.Aab tujhe main raaz ki baat batati hoon.Veer ke dadaji bahot hi garam mejaj ka tha.Unke age koi baat karne se bhi darta tha.Veer ke baap ek ladki see pyaar karta tha jo ki mujhe bahot baad mein jakar patah chali thi.Veer ke baap aapne baap ke garam mejaj ke liye unko kuch nahi bata saka.Phir ek din Veer ke dadaji ne Veer ke baap ki shaadi ek ladki se tay kadi.Veer ke baap tabhi kuch nahi keh saka.Woh chup chap shaadi kar liya.Shaadi ke baad Veer ke baap ki patni aapni nanad se kafi ghul mil gayi thi.Mujhe bhi bahot pasand thi woh.Divya aur Kajol toh jaan chidakti thi uss pe.Par mera beta khush nahi tha.Main kafi pucha ki kya baat hai lekin woh kuch nahi keh saka.Shayed yeh mere bete ka kamzori tha.Phir 2 saal baad jabh Veer ke dadaji ghujar gaye tabh hame patah chala ki mera beta kisi aur ko pyaar karti hai aur uski ek beta bhi hai.Woh aur koi nahi Veer hai.Jabh yeh baat Supriya jisko Veer ke baap ne shaadi kiya tha usko malum padi toh woh yeh baat sehen nahi kar payi aur khudkhushi kar liya.Veer tabh bahot chota tha.Divya aur Kajol ko bahot badah dhakka pohoncha.Woh aapni bhai ko bahot gira huya insan samajhne lagah.Mera beta yeh baat sehen nahi kar paya aur woh bhi aapni jaan de di.Yeh baat sunte hi Veer ke maa bhi Veer ko mere pas chodh kar kahin dhur chali gayi.Kuch din baad patah chala ki woh bhi khudkhushi kar li.Mere betiya mujhe chhod kar chali gayi kyu ki main Veer ko palne ke liye kyu rakha.Main jabh bhi Veer ko dekhta hoon toh aisa laghta hai jaise mera beta mere samne khada hai.Mera pura parivaar bhikar ke reh gaya.Tu mera Veer ka khyal rakhna.Mere Veer ko bhi aapni baap ki tarah aapna pyaar na mil saka.Phirse mujhe itihas ko dekhne ka baal nahi hai.Khush rehna aur Veer ko bhi khush rakhna.Veer ko kabhi patah nahi laghne dena nahi toh mera beta bikhar jayega.Mera aashirvaad tum dono ki upar hamisha rahega.
Dadi ka letter padhte padhte mera asu nikal raha tha.Mere dimagh kaam karna band kar diya.Main iss ghar ka kuch nahi hoon.Main ek bastard hoon.Mujhe sirf yehi sunai de raha tha ki logh mujhe bastard keh kar phukar raha tha.Main uthkar khada ho gaya.Mera dimagh patah ja raha tha.Main Komal ke pas jakar dekha toh woh sou rahi thi.Main waha se nikal kar ghar se bahar a gaya.Sonali bua bhi laut ayi thi.Main jakar car mein beth gaya.Bua mujhe awaaz lagah rahi thi par main car lekar nikal gaya.Main rou raha tha.Aisa lagh raha hai jaise kalija fatt raha hai.Isliye dono bua mujhse nafrat karti hai.Aaj mujhe malum padah kyu wog logh mujhse thik se baat nahi karti thi.Main raste mein car chala raha tha.Muhe nahi malum ki main ja kahan raha hoon.

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