baba ko guzre 20 din ho gaye the. in 20 dino me maa ki halat aur bhi kharab ho gai thi.maa ke dil me ye baat beth gai thi. wo apni ichha puri karne ke liye baba ko yahan na bhejti to aaj baba zinda hote.
shukar tha, maa ne aisa sab mere aur bua ke saamne hi bola tha. kisi aur ke saamne maa ne aisa kuch nahi kaha tha. warna ek hungama barpa ho jata. dusra jo baat maa ke liye dukh bhari baat thi. wo ye thi, maa is mahine pregnant nahi ho pai thi. ho jati to sab yehi samjhte. baba to chale gye. par jate jate maa ko ek nishani aur de gaye. par kismat se maa pregnant nahi ho saki aur youn maa ki adhuri ichha hamesha ke liye adhuri rah gai.
kitne dard the maa ke dil me.
dard to mere dil me bhi tha. maa ko hamesha ke liye pane ke liye kitna aage badh gaya tha main. bua ko chod dala tha. maa ko chodne ke liye kitni mahnat kar dali maine. baba ke sath game kheli. safalta bhi mili mujhe aur maa ko. par kitni der. baba humen chhod kar chale gaye. jahan se wo kabhi laut kar nahi aa sakte the. kitna pyar dia tha baba ne mujhe aur maa ko. maa ki adhuri iccha puri karne ke liye kis hadh tak nahi chale gaye the baba. galat the to bohut zayada sahi bhi the baba. aahh mausi.. mausi ki zindagi bhi to ab sooni ho gai thi. baba ke bina wo bhi to dukh me thi. pinki jo nahi janti thi wo baba ki beti hai. wo bhi apne asli baap se mahrum ho gai thi sada ke liye.
bua- rohit aisa kab tak chalega.
bua aur mai ek kamre me alag se bethe the. maa dusre kamre me thi. aur sari rishtedar auraten maa ko dilasa dene me lagi hui thi.
rohit- ab kia bhi kya ja sakta hai bua
bua meri baat sunkar door ko dekhti hui boli- bua. kon bua. mujhe vaishali kaho rohit. yaar ho tum mere aur apni maa ke. yaar kaho mujhe.
bua ne mere lund ko pakad lia. maine ek jhatke se bua ka hath hata dia
rohit- nahi bua. isi sab ke liye to baba ko humse door hona pada
bua- aisa nahi hai rohit. tere baba ka gham mere liye bhi to sahn karne layak nahi hai. mera bhai tha woh. mar to mai bhi gai hon andar se rohit. dekh tu khud ko sambhal. khud ko nahi sambhalega to apni maa ko kaise sambhal payega
rohit- maa ko jaisa dard mila hai. kaise mai maa ko sambhal sakta hon bua
bua- tu nahi sambhalega to apne baba ke bad maa ko bhi kho dega
mai bua ko dekhta josh se uth khada hua- nahi. maa ko kabhi kuch nahi hone dunga mai. aap plz aisi dil dahla dene wali baaten mujhse na karen
bua- nahi karungi to tere dimag se nikal jayega. tumpar farz hai, tumhari maa ki jaan bachana. wo khud ko sambhal nahi pa rahi hai. aise me ek tu hi hai. jo apni maa ko sambhal sakta hai. tere siva koi nahi hai. jo meri saheli ke dard ko baant sake. kam ya khatam kar sake
mai dheela padta hua firse bua ke pas beth gaya- nahi bua. ab mai khud ke andar itni himmat nahi pata. maa ko sambhal sakun. maa ko dard ki ant gahrai se nikal sakun.
bua- to fir aisa kar. apni maa ko abhi se maar de. kal ki marti wo aaj mar jaaye. ye roz roz ke dard se to chhutakara milega hum sabko. tere baba ki tarah hum sab kuch din aur ro lenge. fir sab sahi ho jaayega
bua zehreeli baaten kar gai. mere dimag ka jaise fuse hi ud gaya
rohit- buaaa ye aap kaisi baaten kar rahi han. sharam aani chahiye aapko aisi baat karte hue
mai kuch loudly bol gaya tha. kamre me mama aur mami aa gaye..
mami- kya baat hai rohit beta. tum aise cheekh kyun rahe ho
bua- mai ise kah kah ke thak gai hon. apni maa ko sambhal le. par ye hai ki sunta hi nahi hai
bua ki awaz bhi bheeg gai. ankhon me ansu bhi utar aaye
bua- bhai ke bad ab apni saheli ko bhi na kho don. aisa dar mujhe satane laga hai. kitne din ho gaye han. uske dhang se khana bhi nahi khaya. jab dekho, roti rahti hai. rohit usay sambhalega nahi to… to.
bua rone lagi. mami mama ki ankhon me bhi ansu aa gaye.
mama- rohit beta. sahi kah rahi han tumhari bua. tum hi ho, jo chandni ko sambhal sakte ho. pahad jitne dukh se usay guzarna pada hai.
mami- meri teri maa se achi dosti hai. hamesha meri baat wo sunti aai hai. par is bar meri bhi kisi baat ka uspar koi bhi asar nahi ho raha hai. rohit tu bohut kuch kar sakta hai.
rohit- mai kya. mujhe kuch bhi sujhai nahi de raha hai. sochta hon to dimag ki nasen phatne wali ho jati hai. koi rasta bhi to dikhe. aap dikha sakti han kya mujhe koi rasta
bua ke bad mama mami bhi lajawab ho gaye. kisi ke pas koi rasta nahi tha. jisse mai maa ko sambhal paaon.. maa ke dil ka guilt khatam kar sakun. maa ki adhuri ichha bhi to ek ghambir maamla thi.. aahh kaise mai maa ko sambhal sakta tha. kaise. koi rasta mile tab na.
mai firse beth kar ansu bahane laga.
fufa ji unke dono bete chale gaye the. sandhya aur roopa wahi thi. fufa ke bhai dusre ghar wale hafta bhar rukne ke bad chale gaye th…
do din aise hi aur beet gaye. mai sara din pahadon me ghumta rahta. sochta rahta. kya kia jaaye. jisse mai apne dil ke dard ko km karne ke sath sath maa ke dard ka bhi ilaj kar sakun.
teesre din mai maa aur bua ke sath pahadon me ja pohncha. maa bohut dhire dhire chal rahi thi. maa aana nahi chahti thi. mere, bua aur sabke force karne par maa tayar ho gai thi. ab tak maa ne ek bhi baat ka jawab nahi dia tha.
bua ne mujhe kohni maari. aur hasti hui boli-
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