#22
barson baad aaj maa ko itna sundr dekh raha tha mai. maa vaise to bohut sundr thi. par maa normally ghar me aam se kapdo me raha karti thi. aaj maa ban than ke ghar me maujud thi. aur maa ke gaalon ki laali jo sharam ke kaaran thi. bohut badhi hui thi. maa mujhe dekh apne kamre me jaane lagi..
main ab bua se khul kar, itna sab karke, aur maa bhi bahar door se lage sab sun gai thi, jaan kar bohut himmat pakad gaya tha. ab mai piche nahi hatne wala tha. ab maa ko patana asan tha ya mushkil. par mai piche nahi rahne wala tha.
mai bhi maa ke piche kamre me chala gaya. maa aise hi bister theek karne lagi. mujhe kamre me aaya jaan kar bhi maa ne mujhe nahi dekha aur apne kaam me lagi rahi.
mai maa ke paas ja kar khada ho gaya aur maa se kuch youn bola– maa kahan gai. aur aap kon han, jo maa ke kamre me han.
maa meri baat par chaunk gai. maa seedhi hui aur herani se mujhe dekhne lagi. meri nazron me khud ke liye bepanah pasandeedgi jaan kar maa ne sab jaan liya. mai shararat kar raha hon. maa chahra fer gai.
maine piche se maa ko hug kar liya. lund nahi lagne dia maa ki gaand par. mera maa ke sath bua ke jaisa kuch bhi karne ka mann nahi tha. maa special thi. aur special treatment hi sahi rahta maa ke sath.
maa ki saans kuch bhari hui.. maine nazar andaz kar dia.
rohit- maa..
maa kuch nahi boli
rohit- maa
main firse bola
rohit- maa
is baar maa ke moh se basss “hmmm” hi nikal saka
rohit- maa kitna achha hota. us din baba der se ate aur main aapko apne mann ki baat bata kar aapko apna dost bana leta. fir shayad wo sab na hua hota. jo ho saka ha. aapko bua se sab jaanne ko na milta. mujhse jaanne ko milta. to shayad mujhse wo galati bhi nahi hui hoti.
maa mere is topic par kaanp uthi. maa ki saans bhari hone lagi. maa kuch nahi boli.
main firse bol pada- maa mai aapse ek wada karna chahta hon
maa kuch nahi boli
rohit- maa main aapse ek wada karna chahta hon.
maa bolna to chahti thi. par jo kuch pahle ke sath ho chuka tha. wo kuch aisa tha. maa ko mujhse baat karne me bohut zayada jhijhak mahsus ho rahi thi. narazgi to ja hi chuki thi. jazbato ke badal jaane ke kaaran maa aise behave kar rahi thi. aur maa ka aisa bartav banta bhi tha.
mai janta tha. maa bhi meri aur bua ki rasleela jaan kar garm ho gai thi. ye maine maa ka khila chahra dekh kar bhi jan liya tha.. zarur mere baad maa aur bua ke khub masti kari hogi. tabhi to maa ka chahra khila khila tha..
main firs bola. maa nahi boli to main firse bola..
akhir maa ne himmat karke bol hi dia– kaisa waada rohit
maa ki awaz kaanp rahi thi. jaise koi sanskari chhup kar pahli bar apne premi se mili ho. aur darr rahi ho. maa ka haal kuch aisa hi tha.
rohit- maa jo kuch bhi hua. hona to nahi chahiye tha. par samay badalte der bhi to nahi lagti.. maa kasam se kahta hon. kuch din pahle aisa kuch bhi nahi tha mere mann me. par ab bohut kuch ha. fir bhi maa mai aapse ek waada karta hon. kuch bhi aisa meri ankhon se aapko nahi dikhega. jisse aapko mujhse baat karne me jhijhak ho, sharam aaye. hum ek bar firse pahle jaise ban kar rahenge. jaise pahle ek dusre ko dekh mann me ek dusre ke liye dher sara pyar umad aaya karta tha. laaj sharam, lihaz, samman sab kuch hamare beech rahega maa. haan ye zarur hoga, in badli feelings ke chalte hum ek achhe dost bankar rahenge. khul kar ek dusre se vichar vyast kiya karenge. kuch bhi aisa nahi karenge, jisse hamari nazren ek dusre se milen to jhuk jaya karen.
meri thodi maa ke kandhe par thi. meri height maa se zayada thi. mujhe jhukna pada tha. maa ki saans kuch aur bhi bhari ho gayi thi. jo dhire dhire normal hone lagi. jo is baat ka sabut tha. maa ko meri in baton par dher sari santusti prapt hui ha. warna to maa mera saamna karne layak hi nahi rahi thi.
maa ab bhi kuch nahi boli..
rohit- par mai ek waada aapse nahi karunga.
maa ka sharir hila. aise jaise maa mere ye shabd jaan kar tensed ho gai hon, utsuk ho gai hon. jaane mai ab konsi baat karne wala tha. aisa konsa wada jo. jispar mai pura nahi utarne wala tha. isliye aisa bol raha tha.
maine maa ke kandhe se chin hatai aur maa ko ghuma dia. maa ki nazren ab bhi jhuki hui thi. maa ka chahra ab bhi sharam se laal tha. par maa aaj hamesha se badhkar sundr dikh rahi thi. maine maa ka chahra apne hathu ke pyale me bhara aur upar utha dia.. maa ne nazren fir bhi nahi uthayi.
rohit- maa meri ankhon me dekho na
main bola to maa thartharati, kanpti palken utha kar mujhe dekhne lagi. maa thi, meri ankhon me apne liye dher sara pyar paya to dekhti hi rah gai. mai bhi dekhne laga. dhire dhire maa ki sharam aur jhijhak mujhe kam hoti hui mahsus hui.
rohit- maa ek maa ka ek hi beta ho. ek bete ki aap jaisi maa ho. to wo shararti bhi ho jaya karta ha. aur ab mai jo wada aapse karne wala ho. wo ye ha ki mai ab aapse masti mazak aur shararten karta raha karunga.
meri is baat par maa ki ankhen hi nahi, hont bhi muskura pade.
maa- kaisi masti aur kaisi shararaten karega tu apni maa se.
maa to fir bhi maa hoti ha. apne bete se kitni der tak door rah sakti ha. mai to fir bhi maa ka iklota beta tha. aur fir meri kuch der pahle ki baaton ne bhi maa ki khoi himmat maa ko wapis lauta di thi..
mere honto par muskan aa gayi..
rohit- maa aaj aap bohut sundr dikh rahi han.. itni sundr ki mann hone laga ha. aapko dekhta hi rahun..
meri ankhen ab bhi maa ki ankhon se judi thi.. maa pahle heran hui.. fir sharmaai aur fir dhire se has padi.. maine jhat se maa ko gale se laga liya..
rohit- basss maaa.. sada aise hi rahna. mai na to aapse door rah sakta hon. aur na hi aapki jhuki ankhen dekh sakta hon. maa sach kahta hon. hum dost bankar rahenge to zindagi aur bhi haseen ho jayegi.
maa bhi mujhe apne seene se bhench kar boli- sahi kaha rohit tumne. badalte samay ke sath khud ko badalna padta ha. mai badlungi.. tere liye khud ko badlungi. par tu ne bhi jo kaha. usse kabhi firna mat
rohit- nahi fironga maa.. waada kiya ha aapse. aur fir waada kiya ha to nibhana to padega.. nahi nibhaunga to bohut kuch kho dunga.. aur mai khona nahi chahta.. bohut kuch pana chahta hon.
maaa- kya kya pana chahta ha
rohit- aap ka itna pyar.. itna pyaar pana chahta hon maa. jitna shayad hi kisi bete ko nasib hua hoga
maa- aur mai bhi tujhe itna pyar dunga. jo koi maa kabhi bhi apne bete ko na de paayi ho…..
maa ne mera chahra thama aur chumne lagi..
