UPDATE 10
Ghar pahuchkar unhone bell bajayi. Anjali ne gate khola aur un dono ko dekhkar boli-” kya hua tum dono itni jaldi kese aa gaye”.
Ashu ne jaldi se kaha-” mummy meri tabiyat thodi kharab thi isliye ham jaldi aa gaye”.
Anjali ne fikarmandi se puchha-” kya hua tujhe”.
Aur uske maathe par haath lagakar dekhne lagi,tab Ashu boli-” mummy fever nahi hai,bas thoda headache hai,thodi der araam karungi to theek ho jayenga.
Anjali- chal theek hai,tu upar jaakar araam kar,m upar hi tere liye khana lati hu.
Khana khane ke baad Aryan bhi apne kamre mai araam karne ke liye aa gaya. Ashu to pehle se hi apne kamre mai thi. Kuch der baad Ashu uthkar Aryan ke kamre mai aa gayi,us waqt Aryan kuch socchte hue chhat ko ghoor raha tha.
Ashu: kya hua,tu itni gehrayi se kya soch raha hai.
Aryan: kuch nahi,tu to so rahi thi na to phir.
Ashu: mujhe neend nahi aayi to tere paas aa gayi.
Aryan: aaza baith ja.
Aur wo jakar bed par beth gayi. Dono chup the unhe samjh nahi aa raha tha ki kya baate kare,tab Ashu ne baat shuru ki.
Ashu: Aryan tujhe kese pata chala hamare baare mai.
Ashu nazre jhuka kar boli.
Aryan: sabse pehle to tu aesa behave karna band kar ki jese pata nahi tune kitna bada gunaah kar diya ho. Ashu ye sab hota hai life mai,par iska matlab ye nahi hai ki ham sirf us baat ko hi pakadkar baith jaaye. Un buri baato ko yaadein samjhkar bhool jana chahiye aur life mai aage badhna chahiye,smajhi”.
Aryan ne use samjhate hue kaha aur Ashu ne gardan ko ha mai hilaate hue kaha-“ha”. Tab Aryan ne use saari baat bata di kese us raat uska phone baja,usne un dono ko baate karte suna. Kese usne Ajay ka bhandafod kiya.
Tab Ashu ne naughty se style m kaha: tu mujh par jasoosi kar raha tha.
Aryan: agar mujhe kabhi bhi laga ki meri sweet si behan galat raaste par ja rahi hai to m jasoosi karne se peeche nahi hatunga.”
Aryan ne ye sab bahut pyaar se kaha,to ashu ne kaha-” kya baat hai aaz to bahut pyaar aa raha hai apni behan par,warna tu to hamesha mujhse ladne ke bahane dhoondta rehta hai”.
Aryan: pyaar to mai tujhse bahut jayada karta hu shayad tujhse bhi jyada par rahi jhagdne ki baat to wo bhi hamara pyaar jataane ka ek tarika hai.
Aryan ne baato hi baato mai apni feeling use bata di.
Ashu: tu sahi keh raha hai,but m bhi tujhse bahut pyaar karti hu.
Aryan ko pata tha ki wo sirf bhai behan wale pyaar ki baat kar rahi hai. Phir Aryan ne pucha-“Achha ye bata tu iske chakkar mai aayi kese”.
Ye sunkar wo pehle to kuch time chup rahi phir boli-” 1.5-2 saal pehle wo mujhe lagbhag roz call karne laga,roz baat karta. M samjhti thi bhai ki tarah kar raha hoga. But ek din usne mujhe purpose kiya,mene use bahut daanta is ghatiya harqat ke liye,ye tak kaha ki m mummy papa ko bata dungi aur us se baat karni band kardi. Phir ek din wo mujhe college ke bahar mila,m use dekhkar ghar aane ke liye chali,to wo mujhse ek baar baat karne ki minnatein karne laga. Mene bhi socha ki ek baar baat karke dekhti hu to ham ek park mai aa gaye.
Phir usne mujhe kehna shuru kiya ki wo mujhse bahut pehle se pyaar karta hai but uski himmat nahi hui mujhe batane ki bcz ham cousin the. Lekin ab wo bahut frustrate ho chuka tha isliye bata diya. Mene use samjhaya ki m uski behan hu hamare beech ye sab nahi ho sakta. But wo maanne ko ready nahi thi,uska kehna tha ki agar mene use mana kiya to wo suicide kar lega. M dar gayi mene use bahut samjhaya ki hamare relation ka koi future nahi hoga but wo nahi maana. Tab usne blade nikala aur apne haatho par chalane laga uske haath se khoon behne laga,bola ki agar mene uska pyaar accept ni kiya wo yahi mar jayega. M kafi dar gayi m nahi chahti ki meri wajah se wo aesa kare isliye mene usse baat karne ke liye ha kardi.”
Ashu ne ek hi saans mai sab bata diya.
Ashu: lekin mujhe uski niyat ka ab pata chala,mujhe apne aap par hi gussa aane laga ki mene aese aadmi se baat ki. But thankx bhai tune mujhe bahut badi galti karne se rok diya.
Aryan: ab agar tune firse thankx kaha na to m tera gala daba dunga.
Aryan ne use majak mai bola.
Aryan: achha ek baat sach sach batayegi,kya tujhe bhi us se pyaar tha.
Ashu ne kuch socha aur boli
Ashu: mujhe lagta hai ki kisi se pyaar tab hota hai jab ham uske baare mai din raat sochte rehte hai,uski pasand napasand ka khayal karte hai,uske msg aur call ke liye bahut utsukta se wait karte hai. Agar kisi aur ki bhi call ya msg aata hai to hamara dil ye hi kahe hai ki uska hi hai.
But mere dil mai uske liye kuch bhi aesa nahi tha,shayad mera dil jaanta tha ki wo is kabil nahi hai,uska call aa jata tha to m baat kar leti thi warna mene kabhi bhi use call nahi ki.
Ye sunkar Aryan ko bahut jayada khushi hui bcz Ashu ke dil mai koi nahi tha.use laga ki ab uski line clear hai.
Aryan ne darte darte ek aur sawaal kiya-” Ashu agar tujhe bura na lage to ek baat aur puchhu”.
Ashu-“kya”.
Aryan: jab tujhe us se pyaar nahi tha to tu aaz kyu ja rahi thi us se milne.
Ashu ki nazre phir se jhuk gayi,use pata tha ki Aryan kya poochna chah raha hai but wo duvidha mai thi ki wo apne bhai ko wo sab kese bataye. Ashu ko soch mai pakar Aryan bola-” agar tum nahi batana chahti to koi baat ni”.
Kuch der baad Ashu ne bolna shuru kiya but uski nazre ab bhi farsh par hi jami hui thi.
Ashu: jab ham phone par baat karne lage to kuch dino baad wo gandi gandi baate karne laga,pehle to mene use daanta bhi but wo nahi maana,wo roz ashleel baate karta tha kabhi kisi topic to kabhi kisi par aur kafi tym baad pata nahi kyu mujhe bhi ye achha lagne laga. Ham 2 ya 3 baar bahar bhi mile tab usne mujhe kiss kiya,mene mana bhi kiya. Meri sabhi friends ke bf hai wo mujhe aakar batati ki aaz hamne ye kiya,az ye kiya. Mujhe nahi pata kese but ek din wo sex ke liye insist kar raha tha,mene use kafi baar mana kiya tha but ek din mene bhi use ha kardi bina kuch soche samjhe,shayad ye sab un baato ka asar tha jo meri friends mujhse share karti thi.
Ashu ye bata kar chup ho gayi thi. Aryan gaur se ashu ko hi dekhe ja rahi thi ki wo kitni masoom hai jo us kamine ki baato mai aa gayi. Use guilt feel ho raha tha isliye wo neeche jameen ko hi ghure ja rahi thi. Tab Aryan bola-
Aryan: mene tujhse ye sab isliye nahi puchha ki tu guilty feel kare. Tune kuch galat nahi kiya Ashu,aksar is stage mai ye sab ho jaata hai. Agar tum is tarah react karogi to mai khud ko guilty feel karunga. Ham dono ham umar hai,ye sab common hai.”
Aryan ne use pyar se samjhate hue kaha,tab Ashu ne uski taraf dekh kar bola-“tu to bahut samjhdar ho gaya hai,m to tujhe ab tak buddhu hi samjhti thi”.
Aryan: achha tujhe mai buddhu dikhta hu,bandariya.
Ashu: bandariya kisko bola tu.
Aryan: tujhe,tere alawa bhi aur koi hai kya yaha.
Ashu: ruk tujhe abhi batati hu.
Aur ye bolkar Ashu us par jhapat padi,Aryan mauka dekhkar waha se neeche bhaag aaya uske peeche peeche Ashu bhi thi. Aryan jakar apni mummy ke peeche khada ho gaya.
Ashu: mummy ke peeche kyu chuppa hai darpok. Tujhe nahi chhodungi aaz m.
Aryan: pehle pakad to sahi chudail.
Ashu gusse m apni mummy ko kehti gai-” mummy roklo ise pehle ye mujhe bandariya keh raha tha aur ab chudail”.
Anjali: tum dono apne aap nipto ek dusre se,mujhe maaf karo”.
Ye bolkar wo jaane lagi aur Aryan bhi bahar nikal bhaaga. Phir unhone khana khaya aur tv dekhne lage,waha bhi wo remote ke liye jhagda karne lage. Is tarah unku ye din guzraa.
