Tabhi meri najar darwaje ki taraf gai jahan mujhe ek halki si parchhai najar aai main samajh gaya ki wo manju hi hogi shayad wo apna faisla sunane se pahle jan.na chahti hogi ki main neha se dur hone ki apni baat par kitna kayam rahta hu…………..
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ab aage……
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“wo neha baat ye hai ki sham ko main aur manju jab talab par gaye the na tab maine manju ko propose kiya” main bola
“are wah, phir usne kya jawab diya” neha khush hote hue boli
“abhi usne kuchh jawab nahi diya balki kal subah tak ka time manga hai” maine bataya
“to tu isi chinta me dubla hua devdas bana baitha hai, tension mat le uska jawab haan me hi hoga” neha boli
“baat wo nahi hai neha jo tu samajh rahi hai balki kuchh aur hai waise baat rahi uske jawab ki to wo jo bhi ho mujhe manjur hoga kyonki life uski hai faisla use lena hai” main janbujh kar bola kyonki main ye sab manju ko sunana chahta tha jo chhup kar hamari bate sun rahi thi
“jab ye baat nahi hai to kon si baat hai” neha ne puchha
“darasal baat ye hai ki jab main wahan manju se bate kar raha tha to uski bato se mujhe laga ki wo tere mere jismani sambandh ko pasand nahi karti aur jahan tak mera khayal hai wo tab tak mere sath nahi aayegi jab tak ki main tujhse ye sambandh khatam nahi kar leta” main sakuchate hue bola
aur meri baat sunkar neha sab kuchh samajh gai ki main kya kahna chahta hu wo kuchh der tak sochti rahi aur phir uthh kar khadi ho gai maine dekha ki uski aankho me is wakt aansu the aur sath hi bahut Sara gum bhi uske chehre par bikhra pada tha
“neha tu……….” maine kahna chaha lekin usne apne hath se ishare se mujhe rok diya use khada hote dekh main bhi khada ho gaya tha
“bas………rahne de main samajh gai hu ki tu kya kahna chahta hai, aaj se tera mera abhi tak jo bhi tha sab khatam Sab band ok” wo bharrai hui aawaj me boli
“are meri baat to sun……..” main bola lekin ek baar phir usne meri baat kar di
“kya sunana chahta hai tu………yahi na ki jis ladki ne sagi bahan hone ke baad bhi teri khushi ke liye tere sath wo sab kiya jo is rishte me paap mana jata hai aur tu do din se aai us ladki ke pyar me itna pagal ho gaya hai jo tu ye sab bhul gaya, Koi baat nahi bhai mujhe is wakt hi sab samajh jana chahiye tha jab tu uske aate hi uska divana ho gaya tha galti meri hi thi jo tere sath itna aage tak badh gai, khair ab main chalti hu kal bata dena apni madam ko ki tere mere bich ab kuchh nahi raha good night ” kahte hue neha darwaje ko taraf badh gai
ab mera dimag puri tarah kharab ho chuka tha neha ki is halat me mujhe pagla kar rakh diya tha main jhat se aage badha aur uska hath pakad kar use apni taraf khinch liya
“chhod mujhe……..” wo rote hue boli apna hath chhudane lagi
“yaar pahle meri baat to sun…….” main bola
“ab kya rah gaya hai sunane ko sab kuchh to suna diya” wo abhi bhi apna hath chhudane ki koshish kar rahi thi
“chal bata kya kaha ya sunaya hai maine yahi na ki mujhe aisa laga ki jaise manju ko tera mera rishta pasand nahi hai” main ek hath se uska chehra pakad kar uski aankho me dekhta hua bola
“haan to……iske baad rah hi kya gaya hai ab” wo waise hi jidd bhare lahje me boli
“lekin kya maine aisa kaha ki hame ab alag ho jana chahiye ya phir ye sab band kar dena chahiye” main bola
“ye Koi bol ke batane wali baat nahi hai, jis tarah se tu uska divana hai, jitna pyar tu usse karta hai usse saaf hai ki tu uski ye baat bhi manega hi isiliye tere kahne se pahle hi main sab khatam kar rahi hu” neha apne aansu pochhte hue boli
“dekh neha jab manju ke sath meri ye sab bate ho rahi thi na tab maine bhi usse yahi kaha tha ki main ye sab band kar dunga lekin baad me maine jab is bare me socha to maine feel kiya ki main ye sab band nahi kar sakta bhale hi main usse bahut pyar karta hu aur uske liye apni jaan bhi de sakta hu lekin usse pahle se main tujhse pyar karta hu lekin tu meri bahan hai to main tere sath zindagi nahi bita sakta isi liye manju meri zindagi me aai aur agar tu meri bahan nahi hoti to shayad main kabhi manju ki taraf dekhta bhi nahi lekin uski baat bhi sahi hai ki koi bhi apne pyar ko share nahi kar sakta magar ab jo bhi ho chahe wo mane ya na mane chahe uska jawab kuchh bhi ho main tujhse alag nahi ho sakta” kahte hue maine neha ko apne gale se laga liya aur meri aankho se bhi pani bahne laga neha bhi rote hue mujhse chipak gai thi aur main ye baat to bilkul hi bhul gaya tha ki manju darwaje ke paas khadi ye sab sun rahi hai
kuchh der tak hum dono aise hi ek dusre ke gale lage khade rahe phir maine hi neha ko lakar bed par bithaya aur uske aansu pochhe aur khud ko bhi thik kiya
“lekin sonu agar tune mera sath nahi chhoda aur is wajah se manju nahi mani to” neha boli
“dekh neha manju mere liye jo bhi hai wo alag baat hai aur tu aur didi mere liye jo hai wo alag baat hai ab chahe manju mane ya na mane main apni bahno se alag to nahi ho sakta na” main bola
“lekin wo bhi to galat nahi kah rahi hai na, wo tujhe apni bahno se alag hone ko nahi kah rahi balki unke sath galat kaam na karne ko kah rahi hai” neha girgit ki tarah rang badalte hue boli kahan to abhi wo isi baat ko wajah se ro rahi thi aur kahan ab manju ko hi sahi thahra rahi thi
“tu hai kiski taraf abhi jis baat ke liye mujhe bura kah rahi thi ab usi baat ka favor khud hi kar rahi hai” main bola
“yaar bhale hi hum aapas me kuchh bhi karte ho lekin jo sahi hai wo sahi hi to rahega na” neha gardan jhuka ke boli
“ab mujhe nahi pata ki kya sahi hai ya kya galat hai main bas itna janta hu ki main tujhse alag nahi ho sakta, aur waise bhi abhi tak manju ka jawab nahi aaya hai ki uske dil me kya hai ab agar use mera pyar manjur bhi hoga to meri shart yahi rahegi ki main tere ya didi ke sath kya karta hu usse use Koi matlab nahi hoga lekin haan ye wada hai ki iske baad main bahar kisi bhi ladki ke sath kabhi bhi kuchh bhi nahi karunga” main bola
“aur agar manju ko ye manjur nahi hua to” neha boli
“to uski kismat…….wo ek sachha pyar karne wala premi kho degi” main bola
“aur tera kya……..tu jo usse itna pyar karta hai jaise bhula payega use” neha meri aankho me dekhte hue boli
“zindagi sab bhula deti hai dear, dekha nahi ki bechari manju ke sath hi kya biti lekin ab use sab bhula kar aage badhna hi padega waise hi meri bhi Kat jayegi” main bola
“lekin phir bhi agar hum ye band kar de to……” neha boli
“ab kuchh nahi ho sakta maine kah diya to kah diya waise bhi manju agar samajhdaar hogi to itna to samajh hi legi ki main no bhi kar raha hu ghar me hi kar raha hu agar usne kisi aur se shadi ki aur wo aadmi bahar muh kala karne wala hua to phir wo kya kar payegi uska? phir to uske paas do hi options honge ya to us aadmi ko chhode ya phir jaisa chalta hai chalne de lekin mere to guarantee hai ki main kabhi bhi bahar kisi ladki se kuchh nahi karunga” ab maine ye baat isliye kahi ki manju ko bahar khadi hai wo achhe se sun le
“matlab ki tu manega bahan chod ban kar hi zindagi gujarega” neha shaitani muskaan ke sath boli
“ab jab main aisa ban hi gaya hu to gujregi bhi to aise hi” main bhi muskura kar boli
“to abhi ka kya plan hai, kuchh Karna hai ya nahi” neha boli
“nahi aaj ki raat kuchh nahi Karna maine manju se kaha tha ab se tere sath kuchh nahi karunga isliye subah uska kya jawab hai malum pad jaye phir kuchh karenge agar uska jawab na me hai to koi baat hi nahi hai aur agar haan me hua to pahle main usse ye sab bate karunga agar wo mani to thik hai warna uske aur mere raste alag alag lekin usse baat hone tak kuchh nahi” main bola
“ok to main chalti hu raat bhi bahut ho gai hai” neha khadi hote hue boli
“thik hai” main bola aur khada ho gaya tabhi meri najar darwaje ko taraf gai jahan ab mujhe Koi parchhai dikhai nahi di shayad hamari bate khatam hone ke karan manju wahan se chali gai thi
ab neha bhi mere room se ja chuki thi aur main bed par lete hue soch raha tha ki kal manju ka jawab kya hoga yadi na me hua to main apne aapko kaise sambhalunga aur yadi haan me hua to use apni bahno ke sath rishte khatam na karne ke liye kaise manaunga khair ek baat to achhi hui thi ki usne meri aur neha ki sari bate sun li thi ab mujhe uski jyada excuse nahi dena padega. ………………

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