Tabhi meri najar neha par padi jo badi hairat ke sath ye sab dekh rahi thi aur uske chehre par kuchh jalan ke bhav bhi the main samajh gaya ki ye sab manju ke mere sath khulne ki wajah se ho raha hai lekin mere liye ye achha hi tha kam se kam isi bahane hi sahi neha mere niche to aajaye aur yahi sab sochte hue main khane me busy ho gaya……………..
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Ab aage..
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khana kha kar main hall me baith kar TV dekhne laga lekin abhi tak mere dimag me manju hi ghum rahi thi aur main soch raha tha ki ekaek hi usme itna badlaw kaise aagaya khair jo bhi hua tha wo mere liye hi achha tha kyonki ab manju ke chehre se gum hatne laga tha aur muskurahat wapas lautne lagi thi wahin manju ke mere sath khulne se neha bhi ab thodi jalan mehsus karne lagi thi aur mujhe lag raha tha ki isi jalan ke karan jald hi wo mere niche hogi
TV dekhte aur yahi sab sochte hue abhi mujhe lagbhag aadha ghanta hua tha ki neha bhi wahan aakar baith gai aur bade dhyan se mujhe dekhne lagi uske aise ghurne ki wajah se maine uski taraf dekha tab bhi usne mujhe ghurna nahi chhoda
“aise kyon dekh rahi hai, kya aankho se hi bhasam karne ka irada hai kya” main uske ghurne se pareshan hokar bola lekin neha chup hi rahi aur waise hi ghurti rahi
“are bata na baat kya hai kyon aise ghur rahi hai” main jhallate hue bola
“jyada badi baat nahi hai main to bas itna hi samajh nahi parahi hu ki suraj aaj pashchim se kaise nikal gaya” aakhir neha mujhe tont marte hue talkh lahje me boli
“kya matlab? main kuchh samjha nahi” main bola jabki main samajh chuka tha ki wo ye sab manju ke badle hue vyawhaar ki wajah se kah rahi hai
“ab itna bhi nasamajh mat ban ke dikha tu janta hai main kya kahna chahti hu” wo phir tikhe lahje me boli
“yaar jo kahna hai sidhe sidhe bol YU ghuma phira kar baat karne se kya hoga” main bola
“achha…….to phir bata ki ek raat me hi manju itna kaise badal gai jo ladki kal tak tera chehra bhi dekhna nahi chahti thi wo aaj tere side me baith kar jabran tujhe khana paros rahi thi ekdum se aisa kon sa jadu ho gaya bata mujhe” neha boli
“dekh yaar baat to tu sahi kah rahi hai main bhi abhi yahi sab soch raha tha aur kasam se main bhi abhi tak nahi samajh paya ki wo ekaek hi itna kaise badal gai, haan lekin aaj nashte ke baad ek aisi baat hui thi jis par mujhe bhi yakin karna mushkil ho gaya tha” main bola
“kon si baat, jara khul kar bata” ab wo dhyan se sunte hue boli
“wo kya hai na ki jab papa mummy ne nashte ke time mujhe kaha tha ki aajkal main bahut akele rahne laga hu jisse wo dono dukhi hai to wo sab sunkar hi manju me ye sab badlaw aaya aur phir is sab ka jimmedaar apne aapko hi maan kar wo khane ke liye bulane ke bahane mere room me aai aur mujhe ye sab bataya” maine bataya
“kyaaaaa.. …..wo tere room me bhi gai thi” neha ne puchha
“haan…….” main bola
ab meri baat sunkar neha kuchh sochne lagi aur phir boli “to……ab kya irada hai tera”
“kis bare me” maine puchha
“manju ke bare me hi puchh rahi hu main” neha boli
“irada to nek hi hai, jaisa main chahta tha ki wo hase, muskuraye aur wapas normal life jine lage waisa shayad ab jaldi ho hi jayega” main bola
“aur uske baad…….” neha ne puchha
“uske baad kya” main bola
“are jab sab kuchh normal ho jayega tab kya karega tu uske sath” neha boli
“jab sab normal ho jayega tab ki tab dekhenge aur waise bhi tab jo karna hai wo hi karegi main bhala kya karunga” main bola
“kya bate ho rahi hai bhai bahan me” tabhi manju hall me aakar neha ke side me baithte hue boli aur uski surili aawaj sunte hi mera dil khush ho gaya
“kuchh nahi aise hi bate kar rahe the lekin manju tu thik to hai na ye aaj achanak hi tujhe kya ho gaya hai kal tak tu jise dekhna nahi chahti thi aaj usi ko bulane uske room tak gai aur use khana bhi parosa ekaek hi aisa kya hua jo tu itna badal gai” neha ne ek hi sans me usse ye sawal kar dala
neha ki baat sunkar manju kuchh der chup rahi phir boli “mujhe pata tha neha ki tu ye sab jarur puchhegi to sun ek raat me hi ye badlaw mujhme nahi aaya iski shuruwat us raat se hui thi jab maine sonu ko mere room se jane ke liye kah diya tha aur phir tujhse meri bahas bhi hui thi uske baad jab maine is baat par thande dimag se socha to mujhe yahi laga ki jaisa behavior main sonu ke sath kab rahi hu wo galat hai kyonki iski sirf shakal hi milti hai us darinde se aur isme sonu ka koi dosh nahi hai aur phir main apne behavior ke liye sonu se mafi mangne wali thi lekin tab tak sonu ekant me rahne laga aur meri bhi himmat nahi hui uske paas Jane ki lekin aaj jab tumhare papa mummy ne sonu ke is akelepan se dukhi hone ki baat nahi to mujhe bahut bura laga kyonki is sab ki jimmedar sirf main hi thi aur phir maine soch liya ki mere sath jo bhi hua usme sirf meri kismat ka dosh tha aur main apni badnasibi me tumhari family ko shamil karu aur waise bhi main apne past ke liye kab tak roti rahungi isliye maine faisla kar liya ki ab mujhe wapas normal hona hi padega warna meri aage ki life bhi kharab ho jayegi aur aisa karne ke liye mujhe sonu ke sath rahna hoga kyonki jis din iska chehra mujhe achha lagne lagega us din pakka main normal ho jaungi” manju ne bataya aur main aur neha use dekhte rahe……………
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