Harf e Dua – Update 4 | Love Story

UPDATE:4

AB AGEY:

“Arey wah aj to jaldi aa ge?”

“Yehi sawal main tum se b poch sakta hun?”Zu ko apne kamre me deakh ker main heran reh gaya ta,kyuke abhi uski chuti ka waqt nahi howa ta.

“Mere sar me dard ta is liye pehle period k bad wapis aa gayi thi.”

“Ab kesi tabiyat hai?”sarsari lehje me pochte howe main bed per beth ker jootu k tasme kholne laga.

“Medicine le ker ghanta bhar aram kia ab thk hun.”

“Chalo shuker hai or mere liye b fatafat achi c chai bana ker le ao.”sleeper pehan ker maine bathroom ka rukh karte howe kaha.

“Abhi to khane ka waqt hai bad me pee lena.”

“Nahi mujhe bhook nahi hai.”main darwaza khol ker ander dakhil hone laga.

Wo sirhat se boli.”Bat suno…?”

Maine ruk ker uski taraf sawaliya nazru se dekha.

“Maine aj machli banayi hai.”machli hum dono ki passanded khoraak hai.

“Tum kha lo main bs 1 cup chai lu ga.”keh ker main bathroom me ghus gaya.

Jab main bahir aya to wo chai ka cup la chuki thi.main janta ta k mere bagair usne b khana nahi khana ta,magar main jan-bojh ker khane ka ziker kiye bina chai peene laga.wo khamosh bethi mujhe ghorti rhi.chai pee ker maine khali cup tapayi per rakha or bistar per let gaya.

“Zu main kuch der aram karu ga.”

“Ae Raju kia howa?”wo mere sath bed per beth ker mere balu me ungliyan pherne lagi.

“kuch nahi.”mukhtasir jawab de ker maine ankhain mond li.

“Kia wo khafa ho gayi hai?”

“Nahi usne kata-tahluq ker liya.”

“Meri wajah se hai na?”Zu ki awaz me kayin andeshe larz rhe the.

“Nahi.”maine usey sharminda kerna munasib nahi samjha tha.halanke k hum dono achi tarah jante te k meri tamam nakam mohabbatun ki bari wajah Zu hi thi.”Balke wo kisi or se mohabbat kerti hai.”

“To pehle usey nahi pta tha?”

“shayad na ho magar mere raviye ne usey uski taraf mael ker diya.”

“kia wo bohat khobsurat hai?”

“Ye to rakshi ko pta hoga k wo usey kitna acha lagta hai?”

“Agar main rakshi se bat ker lu?Balke usey sorry ker lu?

“Choro Zu tum jao aram kro.”

“Chali jati hu.”wo itmenan se boli,magar uski unglian usi tarah mere balu me sarsarati rahin or phir mujhe pta hi nahi chala kab meri ankh lag gayi.

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Agle dine main break time me canteen me dakhil howa to Zu ko Rakshi k sath bethe deakh ker meri ankhain hairat se phail gayin thin.main sirhat se unki mez ki taraf barha.jane wo rakshi ko kia pati pharhane aa gayi thi.go usne mujhe kaha ta k wo rakshi ko sorry kehne ae gi,magar us se kuch baed nahi tha k wo usey razi karte karte phir larai shiro ker deti.kabhi kabhi main sochta,k usey apni zindagi me itna ziada dakheel nahi hone dena chahiye ta,magar uski mohabbat,khalos or khidmat ki soch mujhe malamat karne lagti.

“Zu tum yahan?”kareeb jane per b jab wo meri janib matwajoh na hoi to mujhe khud kehna para.

“Raju tum bethona main rakshanda ko sorry kehne ai thi.darasal us din tum se jagarte howe main inke nazuk jazbaabt ka kheyal na rakh saki.

“Koi bat nahi Azhra main khafa nahi hun bs waqti tor per gusse me aa gayi thi.”wo meri taraf dekhne se gurez ker rhi thi.

Maine kaha.”galiban chai mangwana tumhe bhool gaya?”

“To mangwa do.”Zu ne ankhain nikali.

“ye dekh rhi ho?”maine dono hath uske samne jorte howe kaha.”Chai pee lo or MacDonald ja ker b zaher mar ker lena.”

“Hahaha.”usne zordar keh-kaha lagaya.mohtaram 1 din ki dori b bardasht nahi ker sake or ghutne tek diye.kaha ta na panga nahi lena babhi meri koi bat nahi talti.kyu rakshi babhi?”usne achanak rakshanda se pocha or wo ser jhuka ker sharmane lagi.

“bs itni c bat thi,ab zara jaldi se rakshi babhi ko sorry kaho ghazab khuda ka agr main tum se jhagra ker k chal di thi,to tum kyu mere peeche bhag pare,ab tumhe ikhlakiyaat b main sekhau gi.”

Main is waqt uski batu ka jawab dene ki position me nahi ta.itni asani se rakshi se sulah ho rhi thi,main jaldi se bola…..

“sorry rakshi really mujh se galati ho gayi,lakin yaqeen mano aisa unjane me howa.yun b Zu k sath larai jhagra roz ka mamol hai.”

“Its ok Jadheer.”wo sharmate howe boli.”mujhe b bs khawamukha gussa aa gaya ta,halanke ye koi itni bari bat nahi thi.”

“Chalen jee ye masla to howa hal?ab MacDonald chalte hain.”Zu ne khsh dilli se muskurate howe tajweez pesh ki,magar na Jane kyu mujhe uski hansi me masnoi-pan jhalakta howa nazar aya.

“ok mohtarma kia rakshi apne baki periods ki qurbani de pai gi?”

Rakshi muskurayi.”agar Azhra ki yehi khuwaish hai to yaqenan mera jawab nafi me nahi hoga.”

“Babhi zindabad.”Zu ne ahista se nara lagaya or rakhsi k chahre per kos e kaza k rang jhilmilane lage.

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Jald hi main or rakshi ek dosre k bohat ziada kareeb aa ge te.uske bina mujhe apni zindagi veran lagne lagi thi.yehi haal uska b tha.kayin dafa wo mere liye apne passandeda periods b miss ker deti thi.hum jab tak ikhate rehte humari nazrein or zuban mehav e guftugu rehtin or nigahu se ohjal hote hi mobile per peghamaat ka silsila shiro ho jata.main Zu ko b pehle ki tarah waqt nahi de pata ta.lakin Zu aisi larki thi k apne liye zabardasti waqt nikalwa leti.

Or phir isi isna me ek din mere ser per kiamat toot pari,meri salgirah kareeb thi.go main kabhi b birthday celebration ko passand nahi kerta hun magar Zu Ami jan Chachi jan k samne meri ek nahi chalti thi.is martaba b Zu 10&15 din pehle hi se salgirah ki teyariyu me mashgoul ho gayi thi.

Us din main university se ghar pohancha to Zu kamre me nahi thi.

“Zu Zu kahan mar gayi ho?”room khali dekhte hi main chilaga,mujhe sakhta bhok lagi thi.

“Azhra beti to kahin gayi hoi hai beta.”Ami jan purshafqat lehje me bolte howe mere kamre me dakhil hoin.”khana le au?”

“kahan gayi hai?”

“kuch khareedari karni thi,college se atey hi driver ko le ker market bhag gayi hai,tumhe pta hai na tumahri salgirah aney wali hai or in dinu wo isi ki teyariyu me masrof hai.”

“Theak hai Ami jan lakin mujhe sakht bhok lagi hai.”

“To wahi to pocha ta k khana le au?”wo shafqat se muskurayin.

Main mustafir howa.”Zu ne kha liya hai?”

“bataya to hai k college se atey hi khareedari karne bhag gayi hai.”

“Acha theak hai Ami jan usey wapis aa lene den jab tak main fresh ho leta hu,hum ikhate hi kha len ge.”

“Chalo jaise tumahri marzi beta lakin 2 minute mere liye b nikalo 1 zarori bat karni hai?”

“Jee hukum Ami jan?”

“Beta ab Azhra beti or tum jawan hoge ho.tumahre abu or chacha ka irada hai k is dafa tuamhri salgirah or tum dono ki mangni ki taqreeb ikhati munaqid ki jai.”

“Mm…mangni….Maa jee hum dono ki magar kis se?”

Ami jan ne halka sa keh-kaha lagaya.

“Pagal na ho to apas me beta or kis se?”

“hum dono magar ami jan?”mere chahre per 12 bajhne lage te.

“Acha ziada drama karne ki zarorat nahi hai,ander se to lado phoot rahen hain jnb k.”Ami jan ne mujhe bat mukamal karne nahi di thi.or phir ahista se mera kan maror ker kamre se bahir chali gayin.magar mujhe sochu k jis gerdab k hawale ker gayin thin wo is se be-khabar thin.maine kabhi Zu k matalik is andaz me socha nahi ta.meri ankhu k samne rakshi ka ansu bhara chehra lehrane laga.Zu ki wapsi tak main isi tarah sochu me doba rha or fresh hone k liye main bathroom tak nahi ja saka.

“Raju dekho to maine tumahre liye kitna pyara suit khareda hai.”Zu khushi se chahekte howe kamre me dakhil hoi magar mere chehre per nazar parte hi wo sanjheda ho gayi.

“Ae Raju khair to hai na bhota kyu phula rakha hai?”wo aisi hi thi mere mood ka andaza lagana uske liye asan ta.

Maine mari mari awaz me kaha.

“Zu hum bohat bari problem me phans ge hain?”

“Oh Khuda khair?”usne hathu me uthaye howe shopping bag carpet per phankhe or mera hath thamte howe samne beth gayi.main hont chabata howa uske shopping kiye howe saman ko dekhta rha.

“Ab kuch phuto ge b ya yun hi tension me mubtila rakho ge?”

Chund seconds se ziada sabar kerna uske bas se bahir ta.

“Maa ji bata rahin thin k is dafa meri salgirah or humari mangni ki taqreeb ikhati celebrate ki jai gi?”

“Humari mangni mtlb?”

Main kata kalami karte howe bola.

“mtlb waziha hai Zu tumahri or meri mangni.”

Uske chehre per haweda pareshani k asaar madoum howe or usne gehra sans le ker pocha…”to?”

Main jhala ker bola.”to kia ye choti bat hai?”

“pata nahi?”wo beparwahi se boli.”magar ye itni bari bat b nahi hai k tum yun pareshan ho jao.”

“Shayad tuamhre liye na ho k tum kisi se mohabbat nahi karti…?”

Uske chehre per aziyat bhare asraat zahir howe or wo.”Sahi kaha.” Kehte howe shopping wala saman utha ker almari me rakhne lagi.sara saman rakh ker wo bahir chal di.

“Zu kahan chal di?”mere lehje me hairani thi.”Yar hud hoti hai beparawahi ki b?”

Wo wapis muri.”kesi beparwahi?”

“ye beparwahi nahi to or kia hai? Malom hai mujh per kia guzer rhi hai?muhtarma meri jan per bani hoi hai.main rakshi ko kia muh dikhaun ga?kaise uska samna karu ga?or pta hai?mujhe lagta hai k agr wo mujhe na mili to shayad hi main zinda reh pau?”

“to main kia ker sakti hu?”wo rohani c ho ker dobara beth gayi.

“Tasali dilasa to de sakti hona?”

“faida?”

“acha faida or nuksan ko choro or mera ek kam karo.”mere lehje me ilteja ka ansar numaya ta.

“jee?”uski sawaliya nazre meri janib uthin.

“Aisa kero k tum Ami jan ko bata do,k tum mujh se mangni nahi kerna chahtin.”

“kia…kia….kia…?”usne ankhain nikalin.”khud phuto,na ja ker?ye kaam larkiyu k karne k nahi hote?”

“dekho Zu Ami jan tumhe bohat chahtin hain or namumkin hai k wo tumahri bat taal jayen?”

Wo tanziya lehje me pochne lagi.”or tum se nafrat kerti hain wo hain na?”

“Agar ye keh diya to such much nafrat katne lage gi.”

“to tum meri Ami jan k pas ja ker inkar ker do.”usne mashwara diya.

Maine muh banaya.”bat to 1 hi hai na?”

“Dekho Raju is muamle me main tumahri koi madad nahi ker sakti really sorry.”

“Zu meri taraf dekho.”maine uska hath pakar ker kaha.

Usne apni moti moti sahed angeen ankhain meri janib ghumayin.mujhe mehsos howa k wahan kahin dur gehrayi me pani ka tathen marta samunder moj e zan hai.shayad uske liye b humari mangni ki khabar dhacke ka bhais bani thi.magar orat zaat hone ki wajah se wo apna shadeed rad e amal zahir nahi ker pa rhi thi.

“Zu pls meri khatir.”

“akhir tum khud kyu nahi bat karte?”wo chir c gayi thi.

“Tum choti hone ki wajah se ladli ho or phir larki hone ki wajah se b tamam ki humdardian tumahre sath hun gi is liye….”

Usne kata kalami ki.”or tum chahte ho k wo humdardian mere sath baki na rahen?”

Mujhe achanak gussa aya or maine 2 tok lehje me pocha.”tumne kehna hai k nahi?”

“Nahi…..nahi…..nahi….” wo 1 martaba phir khari ho ker darwaze ki janib chal di.is martaba maine usey rokne ki koshish nahi ki thi.

Darwaze k kareeb ja ker wo ruki.peeche mure bagair wo kuch der ruki rhi,phir achanak hi uski galu-geer awaz mere kanu me pari.

“Theak hai Raju main Chachi jan ko keh du gi.”

Itna keh ker usne rukne ki koshish nahi ki thi.main janta ta k wo meri maa k samne apni sakh kharab nahi kerna chahti thi,magar meri zid ne usey majbor ker diya ta.kyu k wo mujhe khafa karne ki b muthamil nahi ho sakti thi.

“Shukria Zu.”main khushi se chehka.magar wo mera jawab sunne k liye ruki nahi thi.

Sari pareshani Zu k hawale ker k main befiker ho gaya ta.

ABHI K LIYE ITNA HI…..!

TILL then T.C