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ab aagee
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uss raat mai kafi dino baad bhut khus ti…na jane kitni raat maine karvat badalte bitayi tii….
mai jab ghar p pahuchi toh wo waha bahr hi aakash me bas lete dekhe ja rai tee…kitna kamjor ho gai tee dadii badi thi…
pata nai kya soch rai the par pata nai kaise mere aane ka pata harbar unhe kisi trah chal hi jata ta…
wouthkar meri traf aaye kuch deer na mai kuch bol paii aur na wo bas aankho se hi humdono k gille sikwe bahte rahe…
unki najar apni beti p gaii toh wo khusi se jhum uthe mere hatho se kekar galle se laga liya…
meri bachi meri pyari guddiya…kaha ti tu ab tak dekh tune aane me kitni deer kar dii…yai kah rai te wo ..
kya nam rakha hai meri beti ka…unhone mujhse pucha…
ye adhikar toh aapka hai …itnavhi kah pai maii…
aaradhya…meri beti ka nam aardhya rahega …ab mai kabi tujhe apnne se duur nai janne dunga meri jaan…
wo usse gaale se lagaiye…bas yai kah raii tee..
aapne ye kya hall bna rakha hai apna…aaise halat me dekh mujhe kitna dukh huwa hai pata b hai …
aree ab tm dono aa gaye na mai bikjul thik ho jaunga…fikr mat karoo…
wo mujhe apni beti k sath laga roye ja raii te…
par ussdin kismat mere sath nai tii. …hamdono khatre se anjan te…pata nai kab kevat aur uske chele aa gai te waha …
aap aaj firr galat samajh rai hai mai khud ko rook nai paai aapse milne se maa se bhut minat kar aayi hu aakhri baar …
isi samai aap b waha bahar pahuch chuki ti…dadi k bare me
unhe bara jhatka laga mujhe alag karte huwe wo bifaar paree..kya matlab aakhri baar mai ab tumhe kahi jane nai dunga ..tum dekh rai ho meri kya halat ho gai tumhare bina kitna tarpa hu mai …
khud ko sambhaliye…meri kya halat hogi aapse duur rahne me kya aap nai jantee..par mai majburr hu…kya kahti mai unhe wo kuch samajhne ko tayar hi naii tee…
thik hai aap kahte hai toh nai jati yai rah jati hu mere vado ka mool hi kya hai …..mai b ro pari kitna kast huwa ta mujhe aapko kya pata maa ji …
nai shipra tumse hi tobmai hu bas ek tumhi to ho jisne mujhe jana hai samjha hai thik hai jaao rah lunga mai tumharee bina par dubara mat aana nai toh mai kamjoor par jaunga…itna majbut b nai hu..ki har baar apne aap ko samjha luu…
mai kuch kahna chahi par unhone muhhe rook diya ..
isse pahle ki mera irada badal jaiye ..chali jao shipraa chali jaaoo..ek ek sabd unhone apne dill par pathar rakh kar kaha ta…
mai b majbur ti apne rajya maa ko diya vachan se bandhi ti mai vaha se nikal gaii mere pichee wo rotee rahe…
mai jitna aate waqt khus ti jate waqt kahi jada dukhi ti…iss dard b mujhe khatre ka jara sa b abhas hi nai huwa mai apni jaan ko seene se lagaye aasu bahate chali ja rai ti ki kisi ne meri pith me kab abhimantrit khanjar utara pata hi nai chala mai apnii beti ko sambhalti girr parii….
bas behos hotte b maine apni beti p jarur ek raksha kawach chada diya ta jisse uski jaan surakshit rahe…
wo meri beti ko mijhse lekar challe gai aur mujhe kaid kar aapke ghar k aangan me hi aapke devar ne hi gaara aaoko ulta sulta patibpadhakar..
kuch deer k liye chachi sant but bani baithi rai….
par shanti ne uske baad kya kiya …dadi ne pucha ..
sabki aankhe nam ti….
mere toh chotee baba ki jaan le leno ka man kar raha ta…
par aage kya huwa ye b janna chahta ta mai..
kuch chan sant rahne k baad chachibne firr se bolna suru kiya….
