Harf e Dua – Update 8 | Love Story

AB AGEY:

Wapsi per main kamre me ghusa or rat ka khana b wahin mangvaya subah ka nashta b mere liye mulazma le ker ai agle din rat dining table per meri Zu se mulakat hoi wo khamosh khamosh c thi mujh se nazre milae bagair wo khamoshi se khana khati rhi mujhe laga humare darmian bohat bari khaleej hail ho gayi hai khane k doran hi achanak chacha jan us se mukhatib howe.

“To ye tera akhri faisla hai?”

“Jee Abu jan.”wo itmenan se boli.”Kal jamshed k ghar wale aa rhe hain.”

“Ye kis faisle ki bat ho rhi hai bi?”Abu jan ne herani se pocha.

“Apki ladli bhateeji ki shadi ki.”Chachi jan ne talkhi se jawab diya.

“Hayen….Azhra ki shadi or jamshed se?”Ami jan ko gehra sadma laga Abu jan b hath me tora howa niwala wapis plate me rakh ker apni bhawaj yani Chachi jan ki taraf matwajoh howe.

“Itna bara faisla hum se poche bagair.”

“Apne bhai or bhateeji se pochen bhaiya.”Chachi jan sakht gusse me thin.

“Chacha jan.”Zu Abu jan se mukhatib hoi.”jamshed or maine bohat soch samjh ker ye faisla kia hai.phopi jan b humare is faisle se bohat khus hain.”

“Magar 1 dum jamshed se kaise bat chal pari,mtlb maine to….?Abu jan ki herani beja nahi thi.

“1 dum nahi Chacha jan pehle wo taleem k silsile me masrof te or abhi farigh howe hain waise phone per kafi arse se humara rabta rha hai.”

Usne sarehan jhot bola kyu k agar esi koi bat hoti to wo mujhe zaror batati.

“Theak hai beta jaise tumahri marzi.”Abu jan khare ho ge unhone bs 2 niwale hi liye te abu jan ki tarah ami jan b sakht up set nazar aney lagi thin balke main jo kab se is din ka intezar ker rha ta,k Zu nam ki talwar mere ser se hate achanak mujhe mehsos howa kuch galat hone ja rha hai mera dil na-khush gawar andaz me dharakne laga abu jan or ami jan k sath chachi jan or chacha jan b dining table se walk out ker ge te.

Main or Zu akele howe to wo ahista se boli.

“Jadheer pichle 1 saal se jamshed mujhe calen or msg ker rha hai sorry main apko bata na saki asal me main khud pehle sanjedha nahi thi magar kal sara din sochne k bad main is nateje pe pohanchi k is se behtar rishta shayad mujhe na mil paye is liye kal rat hi maine us se mobile per bat ker li thi meri wajah se jane usne kitne rishte thukra diye te aj sara din humne ikhate guzara phopo jan se b bat hoi wo b bohat khush hain ap bs kuch din intezar ker len jamshed ne wada kia hai k wo 1 hafte me mujhe beyah ker le jai ga baki taleem main wahin mukamal ker lu gi.”wo iske ilawa b bohat kuch kehti rhi magar mere dimagh me sayen sayen ho rhi thi Zu jamshed k sath ghomti rhi thi dono ne ikhate khana khaya hoga parku me ghomte rahen hu ge kehkahe bikherte rahen hu ge usne Zu k hathu ko thama ho ga mohabbat bhari sargoshian ki hu gi Zu sharmai hogi…..meri nigahu me kayin undekhe manazir ghom ge te.

Or phir Zu ki bat jaari thi k main 1 jhatke me utha or apne kamre ki taraf barh gaya mujhe kamra bilkul khali khali sa laga tv per chalne wali khabru ka shor b mere kamre ki khamoshi ko dur karne me nakam nazar aa rha ta Zu kisi or k sath kaise ghom sakti hai wo kisi dosre ki bat per kaise hans sakti hai usey koi or kaise chu sakta ta?

Wo to sirf meri thi,meri zati jageer.

Magar ye kia ho gaya ta 1 hafte k bad wo jamshed ki mulazma ho gi?

“Maine ande nahi khane?”jamshed nakhre se kahe ga or Zu bari chahat se usey nashta karaye gi?

“Uth b jayen na jee?”Zu ne jamshed k oper se kambal khencha maine beikhteyar ankhain khol di.

Samne dewar per Zu ka hansta howa chehra nazar aney laga wo tarafi wasol karte howe bohat khush nazar aa rhi thi yaqenan jamshed b isi tarah khus ho ga Zu 1 tarafi hi to thi main bechaini se tehalne laga ye kia ho gaya ta kia main shiro hi se Zu se mohabbat kerta ta magar ye mohabbat kahan chupi thi?

Main khud kalami k andaz me barbaraya.”jab dosri larkiyu se gapen hankte te ishq larate te us waqt Zu ki mohabbat kahan gayab thi?”

Main khud ko lanat malamat karne laga shayad maine socha ta k Zu hamesha isi tarh is ghar me rhe gi usne kis se shadi kerni hai?

Wo bhala kahan kisi ko passand kerti hai?

Han“Bat kuch or thi main or samjh betha tha.”

Main easy chair per beth gaya tha mere andher musalsal zalzale uth rhe te jane rakshi ki duri ka dukh kahan ja soya ta?

“Nahi aisa nahi hoga main aisa hone nahi du ga?”main khud kalami kerta howa utha or Zu k kamre ki taraf barha or phir main uske darwaze hi per pohancha ta k mere kanu me uski madhur awaz gonjhi.

“bs sone lagi hu na sara din to ikhate sath guzara hai?”

Main 1 dum ruk gaya wo kisi se gapen hank rhi thi mujhe laga meri sans ruk rhi hai rakshi mere samne beth ker Nauman se gapen hankti rhi thi magar mujhe mehsos tak nahi howa ta aj Zu phone per bat ker rhi thi to meri ankhu me andhera chahne laga ta.

Wo hansi.”Nahi jee nahi 12 bajhe tak to main kabhi nahi jagi?”wo khamosh ho gayi thi yaqenan jamshed ki bat sun rhi thi.”tab ki tab deakhi jai gi.”

Ye bat karte howe b wo sharmaye howe andaz me hansi thi waqfe k bad….

“Bataya na….?Mujhe 11 bajhe k bad jagne ki adat nahi hai,yaqen mano Raju k sath b ziada se ziada 11 bajhe tak gap hoti thi wo b Sunday night ko.”

Thore waqfe k bad wo phir boli.

“Isme khafa hone ki kia bat hai or Raju k sath main khel ker jawan hoi hun Ami Abu ne us se milne ki ijazat di hoi thi Han ab ap mana karen ge to alehda bat hai.”

Halka sa waqfa…

“Hahaha kisi se b milne nahi doge?….wah jee wah ye khob rhi,chalo jaise tumahri marzi nahi milu gi kisi ko b or koi hukam sarkar ka?”

Mazeed sunna mere liye mumkin nahi ta mujhe apne paun per khara rehna dushwar ho gaya ta 1 din me wo itna agey barh ge te mujhe Zu pe betahasha gussa aya magar phir gusse ki roh meri apni zaat ki taraf behne lagi ye sara kia dhara mera apna ta maine hamesha Zu ko apna zerkhareed gulam samjha ta kabhi uske nazuk ehsasaat ka kheyal rakhne ki koshish nahi ki thi ab usey 1 chahne wala mil gaya ta to mujhe aitraz nahi hona chahiye ta usne b to kabhi meri chahat per aitraz nahi kia ta.

“Usey to mujh se mohabbat nahi thi tabhi usne kabhi aitraz nahi kia ta?”mere dill ne 1 bogas daleel di main larzta kanpta apne kamre ki taraf barh gaya ta main badikat tamam apne bed tak pohanch paya ta meri tange larz rahin thin main ondhe muh bed per gira or mahi be-aab ki tarah tarapne laga.

Mera asasa mujh se cheen gaya ta meri Zu kisi or ki ho gayi thi wo Zu jis se main her bat manvane ki taqat rakhta ta mujh se pit ker b jo meri zaroriyat se gafil nahi hoti thi sardi garmi me mere liye kia zarori hai is bat ka kheyal wo ami jan se b ziada rakhti.”Honha ab wo Dr jamshed ka kheyal rakhe gi.”mere seene me dard uthne laga.

“Tab ki tab deakhi jai gi.”mere dimagh me Zu k alfaz gonjhe yaqenan jamshed ne usey mere kareeb jane se roka ta or ab to ye huq usey hasil hone wala ta.

“Agar ainda tune Jadheer se bat ki to khaal utar du ga.”jamshed mujhe Zu ko dantta howa nazar aya.

Main sedha ho ker let gaya achanak mujhe sardi mehsos hone lagi ajeeb kism ki nakahat mehsos ho rhi thi jise main koi nam dene se qasir ta jab sardi ka ehsas hud se ziada barh gaya to main rengta howa kambal me ghus gaya meri nazar dewar per tangi hoi tasver per pari wo hans rhi thi hanste howe wo bohat pyari lagti.Gool chehra,shehad angeen ankhain,smart badan,doodh si khilti hoi goori rangat,nut khat shararti.main Zu ko sochta gaya samina,rani,pinky,kiran,aqdas,sumbal,razia or rakshi ka kheyal Jane kahan ja chupa ta.

Zu or sirf Zu mere sahour se la-sahour tak pel gayi thi.

Achanak mujhe mehsos howa k meri ankhu se pani beh rha hai.main kabhi kisi k liye nahi roya ta aj uske liye ro rha ta jise hamesha rulata aya hu jab main usey apne kisi naye mashke ki khabar deta to us per yehi beeti hogi.

“To kia tumhe larkiyu ki kami hai?”mere her ishq k khatme per wo is fikre se mera khair maqdum kerti apni zaat pesh kerti.umeed bhari nazru se meri janib ghorti magar mere andher bhare ehsas bartari ne kabhi uski ankhu ki ilteja ko mehsos na kia kabhi uske honthu ki larzish ko mehsos na kia?uski muntazir nigahu ko ehmiyat na di,wo kushada peshani k jisko deakh ker ufaq ki lamehdodiyat ka ehsas ho usey kabool na kia,wo shahed angeen ankhain jo behar-alkahil si gehrayi liye howe thin mere nazdek behesiyat rahin.

“Kash main kabhi ankhain band ker k apne andher jhank liya hota?”maine sard aah bhari.

Manzil mere kadmu me thi or main isey sang rah samjh ker agey nikalta chala gaya.main aisa musafir ta k jo daire me safar ker rha ta k her bar manzil ko chu leta or phir agey barh jata.ab achanak apne daire se nikalna para to samjh lagi k manzil ko to bohat peche chor aya hun,itna peeche k wapsi b namumkin ho gayi hai.

“Zu….mujhe muaf ker dena?”meri siskiyan nikalne lagin.

“Agar abhi uske pas chala jau,usey sb kuch such bata dun?”

Magar wo to jamshed k sath wade waeed ker chuki thi ab wo usey kahan chorne per teyar hogi jamshed 1 wajeeha larka ta or phir doctor hone k ilawa rishtedar b ta umeed e wasiq thi k wo inkar ker deti mere garor or meri anna ki dhajiyan bikher jatin sari zindagi k liye Zu ko hansne ka bahan mil jata.

“Acha jnb bohat jaldi kheyal aa gaya k ap mujhe chahte hain?Lakin sorry ab mujhe 1 ideal shareek e heyat mil gaya hai bewaquf thi jo tum se umeeden bhande howe thi tumhe khud apni chahtu se fursat nahi thi,mujhe khaak samjhte?barae meharbani ab mera peecha chor do sb kuch khatam ho gaya hai wagaira wagaira.

Main seekh me paroye kabab ki tarah karwaten badalta rha ankhun se ansu behne ka silsila talooh e sehar tak jari rha wo meri halki si takleef per tarap uthti thi aj meri halat se bekhabar thi or usne bekhabar hi rehna ta apni kashtiyan to main khud jala chuka ta pehle to wo nashta dene aa jati thi magar parsu uske nashta lane k istefsar per.

“maine mulazma ko nashta lane ka bata diya hai.”keh ker uske jazbe ki toheen ki thi.

“Sab kuch darust magar usne 1 dum mujhe chorne ka faisla kyu kia hai?”1 nayi soch mere dimagh me jagi iske sath hi mujhe yad aya k maine khud parsu subah usey bataya ta k rakshi meri zindagi me usi sorat aa sakti hai k Zu is ghar se kahin gayab ho jai,yaqenan usne is wajah se jamshed per jaldi jaldi shadi ker lene ka zor diya hoga.

Main sochta,tarapta,sisakta rha yahan tak k mozan ko mere haal per reham aa gaya or wo khuda ki kibrayi beyan karne laga.

Main bamushkil wazo karne k liye washroom tak ja saka ta namaz maine kamre hi me pari or dua k liye jab hath uthaye to alfaaz khatam ho chuke te sirf sisakti sochen or larazte kheyal baki te.

ABHI K LIYE ITNA HI……!

TILL then T.C