Mere Bete Ka Mota Lund Aur Meri Gaand! – Update 10

ghar se nikli thi to socha bhi nahi tha. mere sath itna kuch ho jayega. mai mere bete ke lund ko masal kar apni chut ka ras nikalungi. buss ka accident hoga aur mai yahan wahshi kabile me aa pohnchungi. wahan mera beta mujhe apne premika batayega.. wahin us kabile me ek mujhe pane ke liye mere bete se mukabla karne ki baat kar raha tha..

ab mai samjh gai thi. kyun mere bete ne mujhe apni maa na bata kar premika bataya tha.. maa batata to mere liye kuch nahi kar sakta tha.. mai aise kabile ki rasmon ko zayada to nahi janti thi. par kitabo me bohut padha tha.

aahh ab mere bete se mujhe jeetne ke liye yahan mere bete ke sath khuni khel khela jane wala tha. meri izzat ke sath sath mere ankush ki jaan bhi khatre me aa gai thi. pahle kya wo kam khatre me tha.. jaisi halat me maine usay dekha tha. najane bach bhi pata ki nahi. ab junglee wahshi se khuni mukabla.. aaahhh mera beta kaise is wahshi junglee se mukabla kar sakta tha. hum shahri the aur ye junglee.. shahar me rahne wala ek junglee se kaise mukabla kar sakta tha.. mera dil doobne laga..

sardar bagairti se bola- ragha tuney number le liya. warna ise mai apni rani banata.

mere dil ki dhadkan aur bhi badhi. ye mai kin hawasi bhediyon ke beech aa gai thi. mera ankush mujhe kahan le aaya tha. mai thar thar kanpne lagi. sardar aur wo ragha haste hue wahan se jane lage. jate jate kabile ke hi dev ko mere ankush ko jald se jald theek karne ke liye bhi bol gaye

unke jane ke bad mai wahin ghutno par gir padi.. aur phoot phoot kar rone lagi.
ladkiyan mere sath beth mujhe sahara dene lagi. mere liye bhala wo kaise sahara ban sakti thi

ek ladki boli- mat ro bahan. yahan ke yahi niyam han. ab to tera premi hi tujhe bacha sakta hai.

mai roti- kaise bacha sakta hai mere premi mujhe. wo to khud itna ghayal hai
ladki- ye dikhne me ghayal dikhai de raha hai. iska ilaj chal raha hai. ise badi shakti wali dawaen pilai ja rahi han… ye 3 din me uth bethega. iske sare ghav bhi bhar jayenge.

mai khush ho uthi- ankush puri tarha se theek to ho jayega na.
ladki- haan pahle se bhi svast ho jayega

mai- us junglee se to firse bhi nahi lad payega.. itni takat kaha se layega mera ankush

bar bar mere moh se beta shabd phootte phootte rah jata tha. badi mushkil se mai meri zuban par kabu banaye hue thi.

ladki- yahan mukable ke samay dono ladke walun ko kabile ka khas pavitr ras pilaya jata hai. jisse dono ki shakti barabar ho jati hai. fir jeetne wale ko ek aur aise hi ras se bhara glass pilaya jata hai. jisse uski shakti adhik badh jati hai. aapki dunya ka koi bhi mard itna shaktishali nahi ban sakta.. jitna yahan ke mukabla jeetne wala ban jaya karte han. hamare sardar ke andar itni takat hai.. wo kisi ke sar me mukka maar kar uske sar ke tukde kar sakta hai.

mujhe yad aaya. mera beta to karate seekhta raha hai. wo itna kamzor to nahi hai. ab zarur kamzor hai. usay shakti dan ki jayegi to wo zarur mujhe jeet lega

jeet lene ki baat par mujhe buss wali sari ghatnaen yaad aa gai. kaise main mere ankush ke laude se dil bahlane lagi thi. mere dil ki dhadkan is bar aur dhang se dhadki. pahle wali guilty ab bhi thi dil me. par bohut kam ho gai thi. yahan ki badli situation ne mere vichar bhi kuch badal diye the. warna pahle mai suicide ke bare me soch rahi thi. ab aisa kuch bhi mere dil me nahi thi..

mai- mai mere ankush ki seva to kar sakti hon na

ladkiyan hasti hui boli- haan kyun nahi.. pati seva to dharam hota ha. karo.. jitni dil kare seva karo

fir wo sari ladkiyan mere sath masti karne lagi. mujhse mere bete ke sath bitaye pyar bhare pal jaanne ke liye mujhe force karne lgi….mai aise hi jhut moot ki sunane lagi….

ab meri dhadkanen ajib dhang se dhadakne lagi thi..

mere zakham jo kuch kuch baki the. wo sab ab bhar chuke the. teen din maine mere bete ki khub seva kari. teen din bad mere ankush ko hosh aa gaya. usne ankhen khol mujhe dekha.. pass koi nahi tha.. uske lab khule aur wo “maa” pukarna hi chahta tha. maine uske honto par hath rakh dia. mai janti thi. behoshi se hosh ki dunya me aate hi wo mujhe pukarega.

ankush ko hosh me aate dekh mai deewanawar usay chumne lagi. ankush ki ankhon me mujhe bijliyan si chamakti hui dikhai di. mai mere ke sath jo kr guzri thi. wo sab bhi mere dil me ek dard ki surat maujud tha. par mera beta maut ke moh se lauta tha. har dard se badhkar thi meri ye khushi

mai firse rone lagi- tu hosh me aa gaya ankush.. meri jaan tu theek ho gaya.
ankush ne apni bahen mere gird lapet leen.
ankush- aapko chhod kar mai kaise ja sakta tha–

maine firse ankush ke moh hath rakh dia
mai sisakti hui boli- ye tu mujhe kaha le aaya ankush. ye kabila bada khatarnak hai ankush..
mai bina deri ke sab ankush ko bata gai.. sab sunkar ankush badi ghambirta se bola.
ankush- ankush ke rahte koi maayi ka laal bhi aapka baal bhi baka nahi kar sakta. sari dunya ek taraf aur ye ankush ek taraf.. ankush sab ko cheer dalega. par aapki orr badhne wale har haath ko kaat dega. har wo zuban uske moh se kheench nikalega. jo kuch bhi bura aapke bare me kahega..

mai mere ankush ko dekhti hi rah gai.. ab mujhe sharam bhi aane lagi thi. is baat ka dusra badla ye bhi banta tha. mera swayambar ho raha tha. jeetne wala mujhe apni dulhan bana leta..

aahhh ye din bhi mujhe meri zindagi me dekhne the.

ankush ne kaha. puri dunya ek traf ho jaye. sab milkar mujhe usse chheenne ki koshish karen. to bhi wo sari dunya apne maksad me safal nahi ho sakti.. kitna vishwas bhara tha mere ankush ke lahje me.. mai mere ankush ko dekhti rah gai.

uske mukable ke liye mujhe mere bete se alag kar dia gaya. maine bohut kaha. mujhe ankush ke sath rahna hai. mujhse kaha gaya. jab tak mukable ka faisla nahi ho jata. mai ankush se to kya kisi bhi mard se nahi mil sakt.

teen din bad mukabla tha. aur teen din mujhe auraton me rahna tha.. mera dil firse ghabrane laga.. ankush par mujhe yakin bhi tha. fir bhi mera dil doob raha tha. najane kya ho. kaisa result nikle. bhagwan na kre ankush haar jata hai to

isse aage soch pane ki himmat mujhme nahi thi. haar jaan ki surat mera ankush mara jata. aur mai hamesha ke liye ek junglee wahshi ki ban jati.. wo din raat mujhe lootta…

aahhh rakesh.. tum kaha ho. aao dekho. mai aur mera beta kis haal me han.. aahhh kahin bus accident par wo sab ye na samjhe honge.. ab hum nahi rahe…

ek aur dard dil me utha. najane in guzre dino me mere parivar walun par kya guzri hogi… kitne dard the mere is nazuk se dil me… ab to ankush hi tha. jo mere sare dard door kar sakta tha.. niche ankush.. upar bhagwan.. mai bhagwan se ankush kii jeet ke liye pararthana karne lagi..