Nafrat – Didi Ka Inteqam – Update 21

mohalle me jab kisi ke ghar mahman aate han to pass pados ko bhi khabar ho jaya jaya karti hai. jiju ke ghar to fir bhi badi badi do gadiyon par mahman aaye the. pura mohalla hi jaan gaya tha. jab tak mahman rahe. mohalle wale apne gharon me hi shanti se rahe. jaise hi mahman gaye.. pass wale excited hue apne gharon se nikal kar jiju ke ghar aa gaye..

ab wahan mai mela laga hua tha. meri kal wali ghatna jald hi wo sab bhi jaan gaye. ek aunty dukhi lahje me boli. sarasar drama tha uska.

aunty- bhagwan ne mere sath nyaay nahi kia.. char beton ke bad mujhe beti di. pahle beti di hoti to ab wo jawan hoti.. haaye afsos jab. meri beti jawan hogi. sanju ka biyah ho chuka hoga…

sab zor zor se hasne lage.

karuna aai- shadi!! sanju ke to 6-8 bache bhi ho chuke honge tab tak.. hahaha

mai kavya ko dekhne laga. uska chahra sharam se laal padne laga. wo yahi samjhi. mere 6 8 bachhe wahi paida karegi..

aunty mera hath pakad kar aas bhare lahje me boli- sanju jab meri beti jawan hogi. tab agar tere mann me dusri shadi ke vichar aayen to mujhe bhul mat jana. mai khushi khushi apni beti ka hath tere hath me de dungi.

aunty ka pati bhi wahi tha. wo hasta hua bola- mai meri bahan ko kya jawab dunga.

aunty apne pati ko ankhen dikhati hui boli- mujhe kya lage aapki bahan ke kale kalote bete se. mai to sanju ko hi apna damad banaungi. sanju ke siva kisi ke hath me apne beti ka hath nahi dungi.

pati bechara dheela padta hua bola- mujhe bhi meri beti ke liye sanju se badhkar koi nahi milega. par kitna ajib hoga na tab sab.. hamari beti jawan hogi aur sanju ke adhe baal sufed ho chuke honge.. sab kitna hasenge mujhpar.. kahenge. ek beti thi teri.. usay bhi buddhe ke sath biyah diya..

mohalle me agar achhe se bana kar rakhi jaaye to.. aisa hi pyar milta hai. future kisne dekha hai. present me khushiyan mili thi. to milkar haste haste celebrate kar rahe the. sab in dono pati patni ki baat sunkar aur bhi zor zor se hasne lage.

jab mai didi ke kamre se bahar aaya tha. tab bhi mohalle ki 2 girls aur unke parents bethe hue the.. mahila mandli alag thi aur mard mandali alag. mai bhi sabme milkar baaten karne laga. mere liye pyar aur bhi badh gaya tha sabke dilon me..

dinner ke bad mai karuna aai se bola- aai aaj mai aapke sath chhat par sona chahta hon. kabhi aapke sath nahi soya hon. aapki mamta ki thandi meethi chhaon me agar chhat ki thandi meethi hawa bhi mil jaye to jeevan safal ho jayega mera.

didi mere ache se baat karne se khush dikhai di. kitni mushkil ho jaya karti thi mere liye. sahi shabdo ko istemal karke baat karne me. par ab mai dhire dhire chamak raha tha.

karuna- mere sath sovoge.. kyun nahi sanju beta. teri aai bhi tujhpar apni mamta nichhawar karne ko betab hai. par mai chhat par nahi ja paaungi. mai seedhiyan nahi chadh sakti na beta. mere ghutno me dard rahta hai. sharir me utni takat bhi nahi bachi ab to.

mai- mai apni in mazbut bahun me utha kar aapko chhat par le jaaunga.

jiju- haan le jaao. maa to barson se band kamre me so so kar bore nahi hui. aaj maa ko khuli hawa me le jaao. maa ki sahat aur bhi achi ho jayegi.

kitna bada gadha tha mera jiju.. mai uski maa ke sath kya karne wala hon nahi janta tha. khud se apni maa ke karib mujhe karta ja raha tha. mujhe ijazat de raha tha. mai uski maa ke sath so jaaun. ek din mai pel hi dunga is gandu jiju ki maa ko.

kavya- mai bhi chhat par apna bistar laga deti hon. mai bhi aaj dadi ke sath chhat par sovongi.

ye kabab me haddi kahan se aa gai.. mujhe chinta hui.

didi bol padi- hum sab chhat par soyenge..

didi jiju ko dekhne lagi

didi- aap kya kahte han.

padma- mai kyun peeche rahun. aaj mai bhi chhat par apna bistar laga deti hon. aaj sab chhat par soyenge.

jiju mujhe aur aai ko hi dekh rahe the. bole- nahi aaj maa aur sanju hi chhat par soyenge. aaj in dono ko akele me time spend kar dete han. sab jayenge to wahi bat ho jayegi. jaisi ab yahan hai. jaise ab hum sab ek sath han. dono ekele me khub apne dil ko skun de sakenge. maa ji ke liye shanti zaruri hai.

mai didi ko sarahti nazron se dekhne laga. kaise bazi palat gayi thi didi. warna mere liye kavya ko mana kar pana mumkin nahi tha. sab ko kaise mana kar pata.

jab sone ka samay hua to didi ne kahne par kavya ne mera aur aai ka bistar chhat par laga dia tha.. mai aai ko apni bahun me uthaye chhat par jane laga..

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Flash Farward!
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operation theatre ka door khula aur doctor bahar aaya. mai tezi se doctor ke pass pohncha. doctor ke hath pakad mai tadap kar bola.

mai- meri didi kaisi han doctor sahib.

doctor mayusi bhare lahje me bola- woh jeena hi nahi chahti. puri team sar tod koshish me lage hui hai. aise hi raha to–

maine doctor ke collar ko pakad liya. aur cheekhta hua bola.

mai- na na doctor! ek bhi shabd aisa vaisa mat bolna. meri didi ko kuch bhi hua to main is hospital ko aag laga dunga.

doctor- aag lagane se acha hai. patient ke dil me jeene ki umang paida karo.

mai dheela padta hua wahin ghutno par gir pada- kaise?? kaise karun mai didi ke dil me jeene ki umang paida.. jaisa dard usay mila hai.. kaise mai didi ke dard ki bharpai karun…. kaise!! koi batayega kyaaaaaaaaaa mujhe!!

maa bhi roti hui mere pass beth gai.. maa ke hathu me meri beti thi. jise didi ne janam dia tha.

maa- sanju! is dunya me tere siva koi hai kyaa jo radha ke liye sabse badhkar ho. ek tu hi hai.. jo usay bacha sakta hai. uske andar jeene ki chah firse jaga sakta hai.. tere siva koi kuch nahi kar sakta. bacha le apni radha ko. bacha le hum sabki radha ko..

mai cheekhta hua bola- bohut galat kiya hai us ………… ne meri didi ke sath.. usay aur uske pure khandan ko nanga karke beech sadak par na latka dia to mera naam bhi sanju nahi..

maa- jo bhi karna ho bad me karna.. pahle apni didi ko bachao..

dhruv simi aur dono ke parivar wale bhi wahin the. dhruv bhi wahin ghutno par betha maa se bola.

dhruv- bat kya hai maa.. kon hai woh. sanju jiske baare me baat kar raha hai. mujhe batao maa. mai bhi to aapka beta hon. lashen bichha dunga mai.. eent se eent baja dega aap ye beta..

mai- nahi mere bhai. ye ladai meri hai. aur mai hi ladunga.

dhruv- sanju hum bhai han. ek maa ki kokh se janam nahi lia hai humne.. par bhagwan kasam koi antar nahi hai humme.. mujhe bhi apne sath shamil kar lo. hum milkar ladenge..

mai maa se meri beti ko lekar uska chahra chumta hua uth khada hua.

mai- haan dhruv! hum bhai han. sage bhaiyon se bhi badhkar hum bhai han. par ye ladai meri hai. aur mai meri ladai akele ladunga.. tumhari zarurat mahsus hui to tumhe awaz zarur dunga.. par abhi nahi..

mai rahul sinha ko dekhte hue bola- bhai!! didi ke liye kuch better ho sakta hai.

rahul sinha prisha ki god me mere bete ko dekh mujhse bola- tere liye to jaan bhi hazir hai mere bhai.. ye rahul sinha tere jaise bhai ke liye radha jaisi bahan ke liye apna sab kuch dao par laga dega..

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Present

karuna aai ko chhat par lage bistar par lita kar main wapis aaya aur chhat wala door apni side se lock kar dia. ab koi upar nahi aa sakta tha. sides ki chhaton se bhi kisi ke dekhne ki koi chinta nahi thi.

do bister sath sath lage the. mai apne bistar par na let kar aai ke sath hi let gaya. aai ke buddhe chahre par hath ferta hua main aai se bola.

mai- aai mujhe apne desh ke rajaon maharaon ki kahaniyan sunayen na. aap bohut badhiya se kahani sunai han.

kaunra aai ki ankhon me khushi bhari chamak aai. aai se maine kai kahaniyan suni thi. aai ko bachpan me kahaniyan sunne ka bada shauk tha. badi hui, 8 tak padhai kari.. fir apne shauk ko pura karne ke liye aai ne karibi library se rent par books lekar padhni shuru kar di. us zamane me mohalle me ek badi library hua karti thi. jo ab nahi thi..

maine apna sar aai ke seene par rakh dia.. aai mere sar ke baalon me ungliyan ferti jaise koi kahani sochne lagi.

aai se guzre 40 dino ki kai kahaniyon me mujhe aisi kai baten sunne ko mili thi.. jinhe ab mai pakad kar aai ko apni man pasand line par la sakta tha. ab didi ne mujhe task de dia tha aai ko pata kar chodne ka to mai ab aai se free hone ja raha tha…

aai ne fir ek kahani sochne ke bad mujhe sunani shuru kar di….. aai kahani suna rahi thi… ek raja ne apne pita ko jan se maar dia. fir us raja ne apne baap ki sabhi raniyon aur dasiyon ko apni raniyan aur dasiyan bana lia..

mai bol pada- kitna bagairat tha wo raja. usay zara si bhi sharam nahi aai apne baap raja ki raniyon ko apna banate hue.

aai- isme sharam ki kyaa baat hai sanju beta. ye to us zamane me aam baat thi.

mai- paap karte the sab ke sab.. tauba tauba.. mai us zamane me hota. sharam se hi mar jata.

aai has padi- ye paap nahi hai sanju beta. aisa karna paap hota to us samay ke gyani rishi muni sab aise rajaon ke khilaf na jaate.. deviyon devtaon ki nazar me bhi ye paap nahi hai. hota to wo dharti se aise papiyon ka nash na kar dete.. isliye tum bhi ise paap mat kaho.

mai- mai to kahunga. kyaa aap bhi ise paap nahi manti han.

karuna- nahi ye paap nahi hai meri nazar me.. maine aisi kai kahaniyan padhi han sanju beta. us budhe raja ki kai aisi raniyan thi. jo usse umar me bohut kam thi. wo usse khush nahi thi. kai dasiyan thi. wo bhi budhe rajaon se khush nahi hoti thi.. jab us raja ka jawan beta apne buddhe raja ko maar kar khud raja banta tha. to raniyan aur dasiyan khushi se nachne lag jaya karti thi..

mai- aisa kyun?

karuna aai shayad mujhe kahani sunate sunate us zamane me ja pohnchi thi..

karuna- jawan raniyan aur jawan dasiyan bhale ek buddha raja se kaise khush rah pati. wo sab jawan thi. aur budha raja unhe kya de sakta tha. naye bane raja se unhe sab kuch mil jata.

mai anjan banta hua bola- sab kuch! mai samjha nahi aai.. kya dhan daulat ki baat kar rahi han aap.

karuna- dhan daulat bhi badhkar hota hai tansukh.. jo unhe jawan raja se mil sakta tha..

mai sar utha kar aai ko dekhne laga. kitni asani se aai ne ye baat bol di thi. maine ghor kiya to aai ki ankhen aakash me jaise kuch talash kar rahi thi. aai sach me purane zamane me pohnchi hui thi..

mai- sari raniyan naye bane raja ki maayen thi. to tan sukh ki baat kaha se aa gai aai.. ye ghor paap ke siva aur kya hai aai.

karuna- sanju beta tu bada nasamjh hai. dharam gyan aur aitihasik gyan me tum 0 ho. paap kya hai, punya kya hai. tum nahi jante.

mai- to batayen na mujhe aai. mujhe sab jaanna hai.

karuna- kya jaanna hai. ye paap punya ke baare me. ek beta kaise apni maa ko tan ka sukh de sakta hai. maine to aaj tak jitna bhi suna hai. us bina par to ye paap ke siva kuch nahi.

karuna aai ekdum se jaise hadbadai.. wo jo kuch bol gai thi. shayad bolna nahi chahti thi. mera sar ab unke seene par nahi tha.. mai sar uthaye unke chahre ko dekh raha tha. wo mujhe dekhne lagi. mujhe aai ki ankhon me kai rang utre hue dikhai diye the.. aai ne ankhen meech kar sar ko jhatka dia. jaise wo sare rang wo apni ankhon se hatana chahti hon. jab aai ne ankhen khol kar mujhe dekha to waaki me aai ki ankhon ke gahre rang dhundla chuke the.

karuna- nahi.. mere paas aisa koi gyan nahi hai.

mai- nahi aai. aap sab jaanti han. mujhe batayen aai. mujhe sab jaanna hai.

karuna- sanju beta. sach me mere pass aisa koi gyan nahi hai.

mai- fir aapne kyun kaha. paap kya hai. punya kya hai. mai nahi janta. mai samjh hon. iska ek hi matlab banta hai na fir. aapko sara gyan hai.

aai nazren fer kar boli- pata nahi mai kaise ye sab bol gai. sach me mujhe kuch nahi pata.

mai- nahi aai. ab to mai aap se jaan kar hi rahunga.

mai ziddi bache ke jaise bola.. to aai mujhe dekh hasne lagi. wo uljhan me bhi thi.. kya karen. mujhe batayen ki nahi. shayad ye bhi soch rahi hongi. pahle zayada bol kar wo khud ko buri trah phansa chuki han.

mai khush ho raha tha. kitni asani se mujhe aai ko phansne ka moka mil gaya tha.