My Life @Jindgi Ek Safar Begana – Update 32

Update 32

(Rinki is no more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Der raat karib dus baje jab door bell cheekh rahi thi, pata nahi kabse..? tab hamari neend khuli..

Rati ne mujhe uthne nahi diya aur mere upar ek chadar daal di, apni nighty pehan kar gate kholne chali gayi..!

Thodi der mein hi wo laut aayi aur fir se chipak kar let gayi mere sath..
Kon tha ? puchha mene, to wo boli ki alok they,

Me- arey baap re… chalo uthane do mujhe..

Wo haste hue boli- arey daro nahi, mene unhein vapas bhej diya hai khana lane, bhookhe thode hi marna hai..!

Fir mene uske hothon ko chumte hue uski aaknhon mein jhankte hue pucha-
Bhabhi… ! khush to ho na ab..!

Wo- bahut…! jaise mere sapnon ka sansar ab jaake basa ho…! adhuri si thi me ab tak, ab jaake puri aurat hone ka ehshas hua hai mujhe…!

Aurat ka sukh dhan daulat mein nahi hota hai arun, upar wale ne jo use nawaja hai, agar uska wo sahi se estemal na kar paaye to wohi yauvan uske liye abhishap ban jaata hai.

Aur aise hi thodi der ekdusare ko chumne chatane ke baad hum uthe, apne-2 kapde pahane, aur hall mein aakar sofe par baith alok ka intezar karne lage.
Khana khane ke baad, me apne hostel chala aaya.

Ab ye mera roz ka routine ho gaya tha, classes ke baad me seedha rati ke sath hi lunch leta, aur fir ek-do round rati-yuddha hota, aur laut leta hostel.

ek din jab hum teenon luch le rahe they, ki rati ka jee michalane laga, aur wo uthkar wash-besin par chali gayi aur ultiyan karne lagi, alok ghabra gaya, gaadi uthayi, hospital le gaye, me bhi sath hi tha.

Dr. ne check-up kiya aur alok se boli- congratulations Mr. Verma, aap baap banane wale hain..!

Alok jhenpte hue apni khushi ka ijhar karne laga – he he he… thank you doctor.
Mene rati ki or dekha, to wo Sharma ka sar jhukaye muskara rahi thi,

Dr ne kuchh hidayatein di, shuru ke dino ke liye, aur ghar aa gaye.

Alok ne rati ko puri tarah aaram dene ke liye, jo naukarani aadhe din tak kaam nipatake chali jaati thi, usi ko 24 ghanton ke liye rakhne ka bol diya.

Alok ke chale jaane ke baad mene rati ko bahon mein bhar liya aur uske honth chumate hue.. kaha..!

Kyon jaaneman ab to puri ho gayi ya abhi kuchh aur kami hai..?

Wo haste huye boli – ye sab tumhari mehanat ka fal hai, mujhe to kabhi aasha hi nahi thi ki me iss jivan mein kabhi maa banane ka sukh le paungi.

Me – ek sujhav hai, agar mano to..!

Wo- hukum karo malik, sujhav nahi..! bolo kya chahiye tumhein..? meri jindagi bhi ab tumhare liye hai..!

Me- dekho ! naukarani to theek hai wo to kaam hi karegi, lekin koi apna, samajhdar wo bhi feamale, ab yahaan kuchh din hona chahiye, pata nahi kab kya jarurat aan pade… ? samajh rahi ho na ! me kya kahna chahta hoon.

Rati- baat to sahi hai, lekin ab kon aa sakta hai mere pass, saasu ji hain to wo uss ghar ko chhodke aane wali nahi hai, wo bhi hamesha ke liye… to..

Me- dekho agar tum mano to kuchh pehchan ki ladkiyan hain, college mein padhti hain, aur hostel mein hi rahti hain, mere doston ki wo friends hain, to agar tum chaho to ek do se baat kar sakte hain yahan rahne ke liye kuchh dino tak..

Wo- me samajh gayi, tumhein apne dosto ki bhi chinta hai, hai na..! tumhari to nahi hain na koi…yen..yen.. aur meri bagal ko gudguda diya usne..

Mene hansate hue kaha- meri bhi hain na… ! par wo abhi meri bahon mein hai, aur mene kas liya use apne seene mein.

Wo khushi se jhoom uthi, shukriya mere malik.. mujhe apni GF kahne ke liye…! Bol do unko, do-char to aaram se rah sakti hai, jagah ki to koi kami nahi hai ghar mein….!

Hostel aake mene apne teeno yaaron ko bithaya apne pass aur puchha ki aur batao kaisa chal raha hai sab, to wo pahle to bhadak gaye aur bole-

Tujhe kya hamse..? tera to aajkal kuchh pata hi nahi rahta ? kahaan jata hai ? kya karta hai..? naye bhaiya Bhabhi kya mil gaye, hein to bhool hi gaya hai hamein..!

Me- arey shant mere pyare mitro..! shant ! aur batao tum logon ki prem kahani kahaan tak pahunchi..?

D- inki to pata nahi lekin meri prem kahani ka to the end hi samjho..?

Me- kyon ? aisa kya hua bhai ? Hasina ruth gayi kya..?

D- ruth hi jayegi jab koi mauka
usse nahi milega aage badhne ka to..! ab me kahaan se usse 5star hotel le jaaun yaar..?

Me- hummm.. .aur tum logon ka..mene Jagesh aur rishabh se puchha..

R- mera bhi aisa hi kuchh hai, jab bhi milta hoon.. yahi sawal ki kuchh karo.. kab tak aise hi upar-upar se pyas bujhte rahenge..?

J- mujhe to ek mauka lag gaya jungle mein, par saala tasalli nahi hui yaar…!

Me- kya baat hai mere sher..! tune kuchh to kiya, ye done to saale chutia hi nikle..!

Wo dono- aise khule mein darr lagta hai bhai..! hamari himmat nahi hoti..

Me- hummm..! mere pass ek idea hai.. agar wo tumhari mehboobayen maan jayen to..

Teeno ek sath – kya..?

Me- unko puchho wo teeno kisi ke ghar mein rah sakti hain kuchh din..? rahne khane ki koi problem nahi hai bas miljul kar rahna hai. sabko alag-2 kamare milenge, din mein kabhi bhi jaake tum log unse mil sakte ho aur enjoy kar sakte ho..!

Wo – kon hai..? kiska ghar hai..?

Me- mere naye bhaiya Bhabhi ka..! suno- Bhabhi abhi-2 preganent hui hain, akeli rahti hain, bada sa bangla hai, to mene unhein suggest kiya ki koi samajhdaar lady unke sath honi chahiye aise time par to wo maan gayi..!

Wo- par yaar ..!! hum logon ke wahaan jaane par unko etraz bhi to ho sakta hai..

Me- uski tum tension na lo.. me sab clear kar dunga, tum bas un hasinaon se baat karke razi kar lo wahaan rahne ke liye kuchh dino tak.

Wo teeno usi sham unse mile aur thoda bahut samjhane ke baad wo maan gayi.. mene alok ko bhi bata diya, to usne bhi haan bol di.

Dusre din hi wo ladkiya apne bag uthaye pahunch gayi bangle mein..

Fir kya tha, mere dost bhi khush, me to tha hi khush iss tarah se sabki mauj ho rahi thi, samay maje se kat raha tha.. ki ek din…

Mere ghar se desibees aaya ki chacha ki beemari ki vajah se maut ho gayi..

Mene anan fanan mein apna saman pack kiya aur usi sham train pakad kar ghar aagya.. !

mujhe bada dukh pahuncha, kyonki mere ghar mein chacha hi mere liye special they.

Par honi ko kon taal sakta hai, ghar mein dukh ka mahoul tha.. nate-ristedaron ka ana-jaana laga rahta tha..

Meri padhai chhut rahi thi..! lekin fir bhi unki terhvi tak to rahna hi tha, so karta raha terhvi ka intezar.

Terhvi nipat jaane ke baad dusare din mene socha ki chalo aaj rinki ki khair khabar le lete hain kyonki kaafi dino se uske letter milna bhi band ho gaye they so chal diya kasbe ki taraf, aur jaake apne purane dost raju tyagi ki shop par pahuncha.

Mujhe dekhte hi wo khushi se mila..! idhar udhar ki baton ke baad jab mene rinki ke baare puchha, wo kuchh der gum sum sa baitha raha, jab mene dubara usase kaha ki kya hua batata kuchh kyon nahi..?

Fir usne mujhe rinki ke baare mein jo bataya use sun kar meri juban talu se chipak gayi, muh sukh gaya, aankhein jhapakana hi bhool gaya, me kuchh der lakwe jaisi sthiti mein baitha rah gaya…

Raju – last time tu jab usase milke gaya tha, uske kuchh mahine baad hi pata nahi uski maa ko teri di hui koi gift mil gayi, jab usane rinki se puchha ki ye itani keemti cheez kahan se aayi tere pass hamne to kabhi di nahi..

pahale to wo bahane banati rahi, ant mein usne sacchai bata di, uski maa ne uske baap ko bata diya.. wo aaya to use bahut bura bhala kaha aur uski shadi ki baat shuru kar di..

Rinki baar-2 mana karti rahi ki abhi use padhai karni hai, graduation ke baad hi shadi karegi, lekin wo nahi mane.

Apni hi company ke kisi mulajim se uska rista tay kar diya. Rinki din-2 bhar roti rahti thi, uska ghar se nikalna bhi band kar diya tha.

Ek Mahine ke andar hi uski shadi ho gayi, aur wo roti bilakhti rahi, jabardasti se vida karke gaadi mein bitha diya usko.

jab usko gadi mein bithaya tha, usi samay wo behosh ho chuki thi, jyada kisi ne dhyan nahi diya, ki vida hote samay ladkiyan dukhi to hoti hi hain, ye kuchh jyada hai..

Lekin jab usko uske pati ke ghar pahunch kar gadi se neeche utara to wo iss duniya se jaa chuki thi, itna bolte-2 raju ki aankhon mein bhi paani aa gaya.

Mujhe to jaise pure sharir ko lakwa maar gaya ho, kitni hi der tak yuhi sakte ki halat mein baitha raha…! fir raju ne mere kandhe par hath rakh ke hilaya.. tab meri tandra tuti.. meri aankhein jharne ki tarah baras rahin thi, gum aur gusse mein mere muh se nikla…

Me uss haramjade baniye ko jaan se mar dunga… meri Rinki ko maar dala us kutte ne…!

Raju- kise marega..? uske baap ko..?

Me- haan raju, me us haramjade ko chhodunga nahi..

Raju- chal aaja mere sath..! aur wo mera hath pakad kar le gaya uske ghar ke ander.. !

Rinki ka baap ek tuti futi charpai par leta apni maut ke din gin raha tha.. pure sharir ko lakwa maar chukka tha, ab wo apni marji se hil bhi nahi sakta tha.

Raju – le maar de isse, aur dila de mukti iske dukhon se isko.

Rinki ki maa mujhe dekhte hi mere seene se lag kar fut-fut kar rone lagi aur rote-2 hi boli-

Beta hum tum dono ke guehgaar hain, apni jhuthi man-maryada ki bhent chada diya hamne apni beti ko..! hamein saja do beta.. hamein maar dalo..

Me- kam se kam ek baar mujhe khabar karke puchh to lete, kya hamein chinta nahi apne mata-pita ke maan samman ki, lekin aap logon ki jidd ne maar dala usse..! kash mein samajh pata ki uske letter milna kyon band ho gaye hain, to shayad wo aaj jinda hoti.

Rinki ke baap ko apni beti ki maut ka gehra sadma pahunch tha, jisase uske aadhe sharir ko lakwa maar gaya.

Ab wo hamein bas dekh, sun sakta tha, aur aansu baha sakta tha. shayad use do premiyon ko juda karne ki saza mil gayi thi, jo na jaane aur kitani lambi hone wali thi.

Rinki ke pita ki dayaneeya halat dekh kar mera gussa na jaane kahaan gayab ho gaya, aur apna aansuon se bhara chehra lekar me wahaan se chala aaya.

Mere pure sharir mein jaise jaan hi na bachi ho, kuchh bhi karke me apne ghar pahuncha aur ekant mein jaake let gaya…!

pure din kisi gharwale ko bhi pata nahi chala ki me kahaan hoon, na kuchh khaya na piya bas pada raha, aansu meri aankhon se rukne ka naam hi nahi le rahe they.

Mere ghar mein kisi ko bhi meri prem kahani ke baare mein pata nahi tha ab tak, to ab pata chalna bhi nahi chahiye kyonki jis samajik pratishta ki khatir meri preyasi ko apna jivan tyagna pada, ab uski maut ko ruswa nahi kar sakta tha me.

Lekin ek dridh nischay liya mene ki ab me jindagi bhar shadi nahi karunga. Jitna ho sakega samaaj kalyan mein apna jivan arpit kar dunga, shayad yahi sacchi shraddhanjali hogi rinki ko meri or se.

Dusare din apne college vapas laut gaya, dukhi tha, par apne dukhon ki chhaya dusaron par nahi padne dena chahta tha, isliye sabke sath hasna muskarana bhi padta.

Lekin jab bhi akela hota, anayas hi wo yaad aa jati aur na chahte hue meri aankhon se aansu jharne lagte.

Ek din aise hi gumsum rati ke ghar mein sofe par akela baitha tha ladkiyan abhi college se lauti nahi thi. rati mere liye kichen mein kuchh bana rahi thi special.

Mujhe Rinki ki yaadon ne gher liya aur mere aasu nakal pade, jo bahar aati rati ne dekh liye, jaise hi uska hath mere kandhe par pada.. jhat se mene apni aankhon ko saaf kiya, lekin wo ye sab dekh chuki thi.

Rati- mujhe apne dukh mein sharik nahi karoge arun ..? jabse laute ho gum-sum se rahne lage ho.. batao na mujhe kya baat hai.. ?

Me- kuchh nahi me theek hoon, aisi koi baat nahi hai..!

Rati- to fir in heere jaisi aankhon mein chamak ki jagah aansu kyon hain..? ya mujhe ye janane ka haq nahi hai..?

Tum bahut chalak ho Bhabhi..! koi bhi mera secrate nahi chhodogi ..? mene usse apne pass khinchte hue bola..

Rati- secrate…? Rone ka bhi koi secrate hota hai bhala..? uske liye to ek kandhe ki jarurat hoti hai..! ab bata bhi do…!!

Me- vada karo, ye baat kisi ko pata nahi chalegi, aur jab usne vada kar diya to mene use puri baat bata di. Jaise-2 wo meri dastan sunti gayi, swatah hi uski aankhon se aansu bahne lage aur meri aakhein fir se bhar aayin.

Usne mera sar apne kandhe par rakh liya aur me kitani hi der tak uske kandhe ko apne aansuon se bhigota raha.