Ek subah javmaa ki payal ki jhankar sunaidi dene par maine apna sar ghumaliya aur nind kinatak ki. Maa ne chaye table me rakhi aur mere gaal me halke se chumi aur boli‘mera laal uth lo subhah hogai’ Maine jab aakh kholi toh woh apni mast gandhilate chal di. Dil jhum utha kyu ki mujhe maa ki chumban apni gaal par achhilagi. Do din bad pita aagaye. Mujhe kuchkhas nai lagi ish baat pe lekin maa kuch jyada khus thi. Pita aatehi maa aurpita ki milan dikhne layak thi. Meri to gala sukh rahi thi. Mujhe yesa kyu lagaki kash pita nai hote toh!.phir vi hamesa main maa ki khusi ke sath tha. Aursamay mera sath tha,sayad khuda vi yei chahathe. Woh saam maa har chij jaldi mekar rahithi main av samajh sakta tha. Maine vi apni exam khatam hogaya bolkeunko kaam me help kiya. Dosto sayad mohobbat yehi hoti hai mujhe maa ko khus dikhnabahut achha lag raha tha.Maine muth marte maa ki rape ki bahut kalpana ki hailekin hakikat me mujhe maa ko rape karna duniya me sabse bada paap karna lagtatha. Main apni karan se maa ko khusi dena chahata tha. Isliye maine maa se kaha’maapapa hamare sath me hardin rehjaye to kitna acha hota na’ ma muskura ke bole’hamera lal lekin jindagi majburi me jine padti hai’ maine phir bola’maa aap donoko sath me dikh ke mujhe bahut khusi milti hai’ maa ne muskurate bas itniboli’mera lal av samajdar aur jawan hogaya’. Raat sone ke time me sochne lagamera pita bada lucky insan hai jo unko itni mast maal meri maa mili hai chodneke liye. Sochne laga lekin dad bebkuf hai jo ghar kam aate hai. Main hota tohek pal sath nai 6odta tha. Who rat maine khud ko pita ke jagah rakh ke maa ki sathkhub chudai ki kalpana ki. Muth marna bahut acha lag raha tha lekin paninikalte wakt dimag me maa maa aaya aur pani ki dhara chod di. Kalpanao me vimain beta hokar hi maa ko chodna chahata tha. Uska proof mera lund ka pani nedikha diya. Raat bhar lund hilate so gaya. Kal ka subah maa ki payal ki jhankarsunte hi main khus huwa. Maa hardin ki tarah chaye table pe rakh ke meri nidar pechumi aur mere baal sehelate boli’beta chaye pilo’ aur dhimi se chaldi. Aajunki chalna kuch ahista tha aur unki aawaj vi khiski hui thi. Main sochne lagajarur dad ne raat bhar maa ko mast pela hoga isliye maa susti padi. Maine jatehui maa ki gand ko dikhke lund masalte lambi sas li aur socha mujhe apni khayalme maa ko chodne se koi rok nai sakta. Mujhe laga agar insan ki khud ki koi hotoh bas uski kalpanaye aur khwav hai baki kuch bas me nahi. Phir main man hi man sochta tha kya huwa main apnimaa ko khus rakhunga apne bastavik jiwan me chahe mujhe jaan dena pade. Kashdad ko ghar me rakh ke main kaam lagjaau aur maa ko yeh jatasaku aap ka betaaap ke khusi ke liye kuch vi kar sakta hu yakinan main unse mohobbat kar rahatha sayad yese mehesusi horahi thi. Mera dil itna bada ho raha tha dosto kyabatau. Av maa ki chut bastavik duniya me milni nahi hai toh kyu apne maa keliye naa jeeu. Agar bas maa ke nam par muth marke rahunga toh ekdin jarur pagalwali harkat karjaunga. Aaj din me maa udas aur thakeli dikh rahi thi iskamatlav maine kuch aur samjha. Saam ko main dad ko room me gaya,baat chit keliye. Mera makhsad tha dad ko ghar me rukau. Dad ne meri study k bare mepuchtach ki baat general hui phir maine dad ko boldiya.’ Dad aap ghar me maa kesath rahiye Hamare pas kya chij ki kami hai, meri fikar mat kariye agar aap kikhwahis kuch hai to vi boldijiye main pura karneke liye kosis suru karunga agar iske liye main army pe joinvi kar sakta hu!’yeh sav bat eksath maine josh me bola. Mera bat sunke dadthoda muskuraye aur mujhko apne sath bed me bulaye. ‘Beta baat tune bade walikiya hai lekin gaur kar bolna chahiye. Pehele bol tu kyu chahata hai ki mainghar me rehejaau. Aur tu bahar chale yeh to fir wohi baat hui mujh se dur honeki’. Main bola ‘ Haa dad main bada huwa hu padai itna hi bahut hai. Agar aapmaa ke sath rehenge to maa bahut khushongi woh aap ko bahut yaad karti hai. Aap ke sath maa bahut khus hai’ Dad nelambi sas liya aur kaha ‘beta aaj yeh kehekar tune mera man jitliya mujhe tujhebahut chij batane hai. Aur mere jiwan ki sare kadwahat batani hai. Mujhe tu yehbata ki kya tu maa se dur reh sakta hai. Sach me tu army join kar sakta hai.Mainetujhe kavi kisi ke sath nai dekha mera jankari se maa hi tereliye savkuchhai,aur us se dur rehena woh vi peheli bar achanak kya tu andaj kar sakta hai.Main jatna hu tu mujhe vi pyar karta hai lekin mujhse duri to pehele se hai’Maine himmat se bola ‘ha dad main janta hu mere liye aasan nai hai. Maa kehatho ki khana aur unki caring ko tyagna muskil hai lekin jav me yeh chij usmaa ke liye hi kar raha hu to isme mujhe khone ki kuch fikar nai hai.’Dad ne badilambi sas liye jese unko chinta hogai aur bole ‘beta tune dad ka man ko jitliya. Mujhe garv hai tu jesa beta mila mujhe. Mujhe tuj se aur bat batani hailekin tere bat se av woh khas nai rahi. Chal yeh baar mai 1 mahine ke badaaunga.jav main return aaunga to pure ghar ke liye tav tak tu kuch mat karna.Main bataunga tujhe kya karna hai. Aaj tune mera manko shant kardiya.’ Woh batse mujhe laga dad vi maa ke sath rehena chahate hai jiske liye woh selfishdikhne lage mujhko fir vi dad ki baat mujhe kuch uljhe se lage. Main to maa keliye kar raha tha ki woh khus rahe.
