Akhir kyu? From Hatred to Love | Update 21

Update – 21

Ab tak…

Tanisha ne ek baar rahul ke chehre ko nihaara, kitna pareshaan tha rahul uske liye. Aur yaha woh uske saath kya kar rahi thi…

Usne saari baatein ko ignore kiya aur rahul ko bharpoor nihaara, uske firse aasu chalak aae aur rahul ke chehre ko apne dono komal haatho me liya, aage badhi aur uske poore chehre pe chumban ki barsaat kar di.

Tanisha rahul ko chumte jaa rahi thi. Fir jab uski saas fulne lagi toh wo ruki aur ek baar aur uska chehra nihaara aur tabhi ekdum se……

Ab aage…

Tabhi ekdum se tanisha peeche hatt jaati hai.

Ek kadam, do kadam…

Tanisha peeche ki or jaati rehti hai aur uss ped se wapas takra jaati hai aur fir rukk jaati hai.

Rahul ko kuch samajh nahi aaya, chintit hote hue sab parakh raha tha woh. Tanisha dii peeche kyu chali gayi yu? Abhi toh itna sneh jataa rahi thi, fir ye achanak se kya hua? Kuch galti ho gayi kya rahul se? Ya abhi bhi naraaz hai?

“Dii? Aap… Aap abhi bhi naraaz ho kya mujhse? Dii… Uss din… Uss din mein apni saari behno ke saath zoo gaya tha, udhar thoda man mutaav ho gaya sabke beech isliye fir mein ghar chala gaya aur check up ka mujhe dhyaan hi nahi raha, ekdum dimaag se hi nikal gaya…

I’m… I’m really sorry dii… Isliye mein gift laaya hu aapke liye…aap…aap rukiye” rahul apni majboori vyakt karte hue wapas bike ke paas jaake packet leke aata hai.

Aur jese hi firse tanisha ke paas jaata hai toh tanisha firse peeche ki or jaane lagti hai aur uske chehre pe mayusi jhalak rahi thi.

Tanisha ko ekdum se kya ho gaya? Abhi toh itna dulaar kar rahi thi, fir achanak? Rahul ki ab kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha ki itne me usne tanisha dii ke gaalo pe gaur kiya jinpe aasuo ke nishaan banne hue the aur usse turant yaad aaya ki tanisha dii abhi kuch derr pehle ro rahi thi.

“Dii! Aap… Aap peeche kyu jaa rahi ho? Kuch hua hai kya? Kya kisi ne aapke saath badtameezi ki hai kya? Aap bas bataiye mujhe dii… Aise mat ruthiye mujhse please, dekhiya naa… Mein aapke liye gift bhi laaya hu, khol ke bataiye na kesa hai, boliye na dii kuch, ab mujhe ghabraahat ho rahi hai dii… Please!!” Rahul ne apne dil ki dhadkan ka haal bataate hue kaha.

Tanisha ke jo aasu abhi viraam pe the wo firse labalab behne lage aur uske gaalo pe lakeere bana ke neeche girne lage…

Rahul ab poora confused state me tha. Aage badhta toh tanisha peeche hatt rahi thi, baat karta toh wo roye jaa rahi thi. Ab akhir kare toh kya kare rahul? Ek minute…

Tanisha peeche jaa rahi hai…

Kahi wo… Kahi wo khud rahul se toh nahi darr rahi?

Rahul ko ye khayaal aaya hi tha ki ussne puch hi liya…

“Dii… Kahi aap?… Kahi aap mujhse…. darr toh nahi rahi na??”

Tanisha ke itna sunnte hi uski gardan zoro se ‘naa’ me hilti hai aur wo do kadam tezzi se aage badhti hai par ek dum se kuch soch ke wapas peeche ki or dheere dheere jaane lagti hai.

Ab rahul ko boht bura lag raha tha. Uski tanisha dii kuch bolne hi taiyaar nahi thi. Kya karta ab woh?

Rahul ne thoda soch samajh ke vichaar karne ke baad kaha…

“Dii, chaliye yaha se, mein aapko kam se kam ghar tak toh chorr du”

Tanisha baat sunte hi rahul ki bike ke paas chali jaati hai. Rahul tanisha ko wapas uske ghar ke darwaaze tak saath me le jaata hai.

Aur fir usko packet thamaate hue kehta hai…

“Dii! Aap yadi uss din mere naa aane se naraaz ho toh I’m really sorry. Mein waqai bhool gaya tha. Aur isliye mene aapko manaane ke liye ye gifts liye… Aap yadi chaahti hai ki mein door rahu aapse, toh theek hai… mein…mein yaha se chala jaata hu. Yadi aapko iss se araam milega toh aapke liye kuch bhi. Aap please aise rou mat… Chalta hu dii. I’m really sorry once again.” Rahul ne apne rote hue dil ko saantvna dete hue kaha.

Aur palat gaya jaane ke liye ki itne me tanisha ne peeche se itni zorr se usse bheencha maano rahul ki jaan hi nikal jaati.

Itni zorr se jakadne ke kaaran rahul ki shirt ke collor ke neeche waali button toot ke neeche gir gayi. Tanisha rahul ki shirt ko kass ke pakdi hui thi. Uske komal doodh rahul ki peeth se dabe hue the. Rahul ko uttejna zaroor hui par uss se bhi zyaada usse achambhav hua.

Tanisha ke rone se uske haath kaap rahe the aur siski ke kaaran jhatke maar rahe the jo rahul ne swayam apni shirt me jakde hue haatho ko dekh ke bhaap liya.

“Dii… Aap ko jaane bhi nahi dena hai, aur rukne bhi nahi de rahi ho toh aap kya chaahti ho dii?”

Rahul ne akhir sawaal pucha.

Ab tanisha ki rone ki awaaz aane lagi, pehle toh wo bin awaaz ke aasu jhada rahi thi par ab toh zorr zorr se bilakhne ki awaaz aane lagi. Foot foot ke woh bas roye jaa rahi thi aur udhar rahul ki shirt aage se nimbu ki tarah nichud gayi thi. Waqai… Ladkiyo ki pakad bhi boht zordaar hoti hai, ye aaj rahul ko maalum pad gaya.

Thodi derr yuhi khade rehne ke baad jab tanisha ka rone ka swar thoda kamm hua toh wo rahul ko palta ke kheechte hue usse andar laayi.

Door ko lock kiya aur uska haath apni hatheli me thaamte hue khadi ho gayi.

“Mein…mein wo shaam ko hi hospital se aa gayi thi. Fir, kareeb 7 baje mein wo… Wo… Wo…apne… p..periods ke liye pad lene ke liye yahi paas ke hi medical store gayi thi, par wo aaj band tha. Isliye fir mein aage badh gayi… Waha se pad liya toh… Toh laut te waqt waha ek sharaab ki dukaan thi, kuch mavaali log mujhe dekh ke seeti bajaane lage, aur comments pass karne lage, mein… Mein ghabraati hui tezz chal ke udhar se nikli toh wo nashe me dheere dheere mera…mera peecha karne lage…darr ke maare… Mene daud laga dii…aur..aur pad ki thaili bhi daudte waqt kahi gir gayi aur… Aur…aur jab tak daudti rahi jab tak mujhe thodi bheed bhaad na dikhne lagi, fir aate aate… Wo… Wo sunsaan park pada… Waha… Waha koi bhi nahi tha…aur wo… Dogs ladd rahe the… mein boht..boht ghabra gayi thi…aur chhup gayi…boht darr lag raha tha… Kahi unlog fir se aa jaate…ya.. ya… dog hamla kar deta… kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha..ki mein…mein…”

Tanisha itna bolte hue khoob zorr se rone lagti hai. Shayad abhi usme itna hi bolne ki himmat aayi thi.

Jo ab wapas ghabraahat ke kaaran rulaayi me tabdeel ho gayi.

Tanisha periods ka zikr karte time jhijak rahi thi kyuki wo rahul se vaartalaap kar rahi thi iss waqt.

Yadi koi aur hota toh taneesha ko itni sharam nahi aati, akhir wo bhi ek surgeon thi. Ek Medical student.

Rahul ki aankhein bhi nam ho gayi tanisha ko yu rote hue dekh. Usne forun tanisha ko apni baaho me bhar liya aur uske peeth aur sar sehlaane laga.

Kitni innocent aur sensitive thi uski tanisha dii. Shukr hai ki wo rahul jeso se mili, warna kya hota agar koi buri nazar waale se uski Dosti hui hoti…!?

Dogs se takk darr gayi thi wo. Boht hi komal aur naazuk thi uski pyaari tanisha dii, ye aaj rahul ko maalum pad gaya tha.

“Accha dii… Wo sab toh thik hai par aap mujhe dekh ke peeche kyu jaa rahi thi? Aur call kyu nahi pick kiya? Call kar deti aap mujhe jab musibat me thi toh… Boliye? Kyu ni uthaya call?? Yadi aapko kuch ho jaata toh? Kya karta fir mein?? Haa? Boliye??”

Rahul ne usse baaho me hi bhare hue sawaal kiya.

“Wo…wo…mera phone ghar pe hi reh gaya tha rahul. Tum dekh hi sakte ho… Mein khaali haath hu…sirf…sirf thoda sa cash leke gayi thi. Pads lene ke liye.”

Tanisha ne majboori vyakt kii…

Jaha tanisha ko laga ki usne ab maamla sambhaal liya hai. Wahi rahul tanisha ke iss jawaab se naakhush tha. Kyu? Ab rahul kyu khush nahi hai? Tanisha ne apni baat bata toh dii, ki wo phone bhool gayi thi. Jo ki waqai sach tha. Fir rahul kyu naakhush tha?

Rahul ke chehre pe niraasha saaf saaf jhalak rahi thi. Shayad usse tanisha se aise jawaab ki umeed nahi thi.

“Acchaaa…. Hmmm…

But tanisha dii, aapne abhi tak ye nahi bataya ki aap mujhe itna pyaar karne ke baad achaanak yu peeche kyu chali gayi, mein jitna aage aata aap utna hi peeche ko jaati. And for your kind information dii…

Aap 7 baje phone bhool ke nikli thi na? Mene aapko pehle bhi kayi dafa call kiya par aapne mera ek bhi call pick nahi kiya. Ab ye mat kehna ki aap phone hospital me bhi bhool gayi thi aur fir raaste me bhi… Aur koi jhooth bolna hai toh bol dijiye abhi dii”

Rahul ne apni naraazgi ka kaaran bataate hue kaha…

Accha toh isliye rahul naraaz tha.

Baat toh sahi thi wese. Tanisha kya karna chaah rahi thi? Ye kesa game khel rahi thi? Kya kaaran tha uska aisa karne ke peeche? Sawaal toh kayi utpann hote hi rahenge… Filhaal Hum aage badhte hai.

Rahul jaanta tha ki sach tanisha dii ne nahi bataya. Tanisha ko bhi pata chal gaya ki rahul ne sab bhaap liya hai aur ab jhooth nahi bol sakti.

Ek baar fir uski aankho se aasu nikalne lagte hai aur bas rahul ke chehre ko dekh rahi thi. Idhar rahul aise khada tha jese usse boht bura laga hai aur hurt hai kaafi isliye uske chehre ke expressions nahi badle bas wo lagataar tanisha ko hi dekh raha tha.

“Ab ye.. ye mat pucho rahul… Ye mat pucho…” Tanisha ne apna sar rahul ke seene me rakhte hue kaha.

Rahul ka munda ab sanak chuka tha. Ek toh kal wese hi neha anshika ke kaaran bhadki hui thi, aur fir uske haath me lagi chot, aur shaam me richa ke ghar alag behak gaya tha wo, fir tanisha ko manaane ka tension, fir usse dhundne ki tension, aur jab mil gayi toh roye jaa rahi hai aur kuch bata bhi nahi rahi upar se bol rahi hai ki mat pucho. Chidh chidapan aane laga tha ab rahul me.

Par tanisha umr me rahul se 4 saal badi thi, isliye rahul ne uska lihaaj rakhte hue uss se kuch nahi kaha aur uska sar aur usko apne seene se thoda force se hata ke wapas darwaaze ki taraf jaane laga.

Ab jab tanisha bataane hi taiyaar nahi hai toh bhala rahul yaha rukk ke pungi bajaega kya??

Itni baar maafi bhi maang li, pyaar se bhi pucha. Ek seema hoti hai harr aadmi ki, aur rahul shayad aaj boht frustrated ho chuka tha. Aur frustration ne uss seema ko paar kar liya tha. Tanisha dii ab safe thi aur apne ghar par thi. Bas yahi baat usko sunischit karni thi jo ki ho gayi.

Ab wo jald se jald apna dimaag abhi thanda karna chahta tha.

Rahul door ko kholne hi waala tha ki tanisha daud ke uske paas aayi aur uske seene se firse lipat gayi rote hue.

“Please!! Please…mujhe maaf kardo rahul… Rahul… please…

Tum…mat jao…”

R : jab aapko kuch kehna hi nahi hai dii toh kya karu? Pata bhi hai aapko mein kitna tension me tha? Dil baahr aa gaya tha aapko laapata paa ke… Kuch yadi aapko ho jaata toh khud ko maaf nahi kar paata. Ab aap apne ghar par ho, surakshit. Ghar par mera sabhi log wait kar rahe honge dinner ke liye. Chalta hu.

Firse rahul usse hataane ki koshish karta hai par tanisha toh jese hatt hi nahi rahi thi.

“Naraaz ho na mujhse? Ki mein kuch nahi bata rahi… Kuch chhipa rahi hu… Hai na? Yahi lagta hai na? Kyuki…kyuki mein darrti hu…

Darrti hu ki yadi tumse kaha toh pata nahi aage kya hoga… Abhi yu tumhe baaho me li hui hu, kya pata agle pal tumhe baaho me lene ke liye taras jau zindagi bhar, kya pata tumhe dubaara dekh bhi paau ya nahi? Isliye.. isliye please mujhse mat pucho…”

Tanisha ne rahul ko jakde hue kaha.

Rahul ko pata tha ye bataane waali toh hai nahi toh fizool ki faaltu baatein me kyu samay vyarth kar rahi hai. Abhi rahul boht zyada frustrated tha isliye usne zyada tanisha ki baato ko gaur nahi kiya aur wo seedha nikalna chaahta tha idhar se. Mann ko shaanti deni thi usko thodi derr ke liye.

Isliye usne ek baar aur force se tanisha ko bina kuch kahe hataane ka prayatn kiya aur haath hata diya aur aage badha gate ki taraf.

Ki firse tanisha ne usse pakad liya aur gate ke saamne apne haath khol ke khadi ho gayi. Jese rahul ko jaane se rok rahi ho…

Tanisha ne rote rote kaha…

“Tumhe sunn na hai na sach? Sunn na hai na?? Tum wese bhi nahi maanoge hai na? Pareshaan karne me mazaa aata hai na tumhe apni tanisha ko?? Toh suno…”

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