Diary vo roj toilet mein hi chhodne laga tha. 3 din mein maine puri dairy padh li. Dairy aadhi bhari huyi thi. Chothe din jab maine utsukta mein diary uthayi to mere paanv ke neeche se jamin nikal gayi. Mera sar ghumne laga. Chacha ne mere baare mein likh rakha tha.
Diary ke panno se:
Nidhi bahut shunder hai. Itni shunder ladki maine aaj tak nahi dekhi. Bhagvaan ne bahut fursat se banaya lagta hai nidhi ko. Main to nidhi ki surat dekhte hi us par fida ho gaya tha. Itna shunder chehra har kisi ko nahi milta.
Hont bahut pyare hain nidhi ke. Har vakt kaamuk ras tapakta rahta hai uske honto se. Khusnasib hai gagan jo ki use itne rasile hont choosne ko milte hain.
Nidhi ki chuchiyon ki to baat hi niraali hai. Jab vo chalti hai to dono chuchiyan kaamuk andaaz mein upar neeche hilti hain. Dil baith jaata hai mera unhe yu hilte dekh kar. Chuchiyon ki motayi aur golayi ek dam mast hai. Jo bhi unhe dekhta hoga uske muh mein paani aa jaata hoga. Jaise mere muh mein aa jaata hai.
Nidhi ki gaand ke baare mein kya likhun kuch samajh nahi aa raha. Kaatil gaand hai nidhi ki. Mere dil ka katal kar diya nidhi ki gaand ne. Itni mast gaand maine aaj tak nahi dekhi. Jab vo chalti hai to gaand ke dono gol gol tarbuj bahut kaamuk andaaj mein hilte hain. Napunsak ke lund ko bhi khada kar sakti hai nidhi ki gaand. Mera to nidhi ki gaand ke baare mein soch kar hi bura haal ho jaata hai. Lund bithaye nahi baithta.
Mujhe pura yakin hai ki is apsara ki choot bhi kam kaatil nahi hogi. Balki vo to sabse jyada kayaamat dhaati hogi.
Lena chaata hun ek baar nidhi ki par jaanta hun ki ye mumkin nahi hai. Gagan ki biwi hai vo aur meri beti ke samaan hai. Isliye uski lene ka khwaab hamesa khwaab hi rahega. Par mujhe khusi hai ki aisi sunder apsara ke saath mujhe ek hi ghar ki chatt ke neeche rahne ka moka mila.
diary padhne ke baad mujhe samajh mein nahi aa raha tha ki kaise react karun. mere baare mein bahut gandi gandi baate likh rakhi thi chacha ne diary mein.
“iska matlab ye dehati har vakt mujhe ghurta rahta hai. kitna besharam hai ye.” maine socha.
diary toilet mein hi rakh kar main baahar aa gayi. main bahut gusse mein thi. lekin chaah kar bhi main chacha ko kuch nahi kah sakti thi. main apne bedroom mein ghuss hi rahi thi ki chacha ne peeche se awaaj di.
“beti aaj ka akhbaar nahi mil raha. kya tumhaare paas hai.”
“aap yaha akhbaar padhne aaye hain ya ilaaj karaane. mujhe nahi pata ki akhbaar kaha hai.”maine gusse mein kaha.
“gussa kyon kar rahi ho. tamiz se baat karo. ghar aaye mehmaan se kya aise baat ki jaati hai.” chacha ne kaha.
“hey dafa ho jaao yaha se jald se jald varna is se bhi bura bartaav karungi main. hamaara hi ghar mila tha tumhe…puri delhi mein.” main cheellayi.
chacha bina kuch kahe meri taraf badha. uski aankhe gusse se laal ho rakhi thi.
main apni jagah khadi rahi. main khud bahut gusse mein thi. jaanti thi ki mehmaan ke saath aisa bartaav nahi karna chaahiye par usne mujhe majboor kar diya tha.
“tumhe tamiz nahi seekhayi kya tumhare ma baap ne.”chacha ne kaha.
“us se tumhe koyi matlab nahi hai. mere ma baap ko beech mein mat laao aur jald se jald yaha se dafa ho jaao.” maine gusse mein kaha.
chacha ne turant aage badh kar mera haath pakad liya aur use marod diya. main dard se karaah uthi par vo nahi ruka. jaise jaise vo haath marod raha tha main ghumti ja rahi thi aur jab vo ruka tab meri peeth uski taraf ho gayi thi.
“chhodo mujhe…ye kya kar rahe ho?” maine kaha.
“tumhe tamiz seekha raha hun. bolo dubara bologi is tarah mujhse.” chacha ne kaha.
“tumhari himmat kaise huyi…chhodo mujhe.” main chatpata rahi thi. mere haath mein bahut dard ho raha tha.
achanak chacha ka dusra haath mujhe mere nitambo par mahsus huva. mere rongte khade ho gaye.
“chhodo mujhe…kya kar rahe ho.”
“bahut mulayam hai…roj dekhta tha ise pyar se aaj haath lagaane ka moka mila hehehehe.”
“haath hata lo apna varna mujhse bura koyi nahi hoga.” main cheellayi.
par vo nahi ruka. vo baari baari se mere nitambo ki dono golayiyon ko daboch raha tha. main suit aur salwar pahni huyi thi jis kaaran vo bahut achhe se mere nitambo ko mahsus kar raha tha. achaanak jab mere nitambo ki daraar mein usne apni ungli daali to main sihar uthi. main thar thar kaampne lagi.
“tum hatate ho ki nahi. main gagan ko bata dungi hat jaao.” maine chetavni di.
“bata dena. nuksaan tumhara hi hoga. har koyi meri tarah gaand se nahi khel sakta.”
“shut up. kuch to sharam karo main tumhari beti ke samaan hun.” maine kaha.
“tumne bada sammaan diya hai mujhe. jabse yaha aaya hun tumhari aankho mein tiraskaar hi dekha hai.”
“aahhhh…chhodo mujhe…tum mujhe yaha nahi cho sakte.” maine kaha.
mere nitambo ke upar salwar ke kapde ko ander dhakailte huve chacha ki ungli mere nitamb ke chidra tak ja pahunchi thi. aaj tak kisi ne bhi mujhe vaha nahi chuva tha. main thar thar kaampne lagi thi.
“hmm…bahut mast gaand hai tumhari. gagan iske saath khelta hai ki nahi.”chacha ne ghinoni awaaj mein pucha.
“tumhe us se kya matlab. chhodo mujhe.”
chacha ne meri baat ansuni karke mere nitamb ke chidra ko ragadna shuru kar diya.
mujhe bahut gussa aa raha tha chacha par magar jab vo mere peechle chidra ko ungli se ragad raha tha to mere sharir mein ajeeb si halchal ho rahi thi. sabse bada jhatka mujhe tab laga jab munjhe apni jaangho ke beech gila gila mahsus huva.
mere peechle chidra par ho rahi ragad ke kaaran meri yoni ne paani chhod diya tha. us vakt main bilkul khaamos ho gayi thi.
“kya huva achha lag raha hai na tumhe nidhi beti.” chacha ne besharmi se kaha.
“tumhe sharam aani chaahiye ye sab karte huve.”
“aa rahi hai par dil ke haatho majboor hun. kya karun tumhari gaand hi aisi hai.”
“shut up.”
achaanak chacha ne kuch ajeeb tarike se mere peechle chidra ko ragda jiske kaaran mere muh se khud b khud shisiki nikal gayi. “aahhh…”
chacha ne mere nitamb se apna haath hata liya aur mere marode huve haath ko bhi chhod diya.
“main shaam ko gagan ko sab bataungi. dekhna shaam ko tumhaari khair nahi.” main cheellayi aur bhaag kar apne bedroom mein ghuss gayi. bedroom mein aate hi maine kundi laga li aur bistar par gir gayi. mera sharir thar thar kaamp raha tha. aaj tak kabhi bhi kisi ne mere saath aisi harkat nahi ki thi.
main apne bistar par padi huyi thar thar kaamp rahi thi. mere peechle chhidra par mujhe abhi bhi chacha ki ungli mahsus ho rahi thi. main viswaas nahi kar pa rahi thi ki mere saath mere hi ghar mein aisa huva hai. main chacha ko buri tarah kos rahi thi.
“aaj gagan ke saamne iski pol khol dungi main. bada baal brahm chaari bana phirta hai. aaj iski khair nahi.” maine nischay kiya.
shaam ko gagan ne door bell bajaayi to mujhse pahle chacha ne darvaja khol diya.
“kuch bhi karle dehaati aaj tu bachega nahi”maine man hi man kaha.
gagan chacha ke saath uske kamre mein chala gaya. main toilet mein gayi to meri aankhe chamak uthi. toilet tank par chacha ki diary padi thi. maine vo turant uthayi aur chacha ke kamre mein ghuss gayi. maine dairy gagan ko thama di aur boli,”
gagan ye chacha ji ki diary hai. dekho inhone kitna achha achha likha hai apne baal brahchari jeevan ke baare mein.
gagan ne turant diary le li.
chacha ne turant gagan se diary le li aor bola, “nahi beta kuch khaas nahi hai isme rahne do baad mein itminaan se padhna.”
“nahi chacha ji padhne dijiye na inhe. gagan padho bahut achhi achhi baate likhi hai isme.”maine turant gagan ko uksaya. chacha meri taraf gusse mein ghoor raha tha.
“nidhi itna kah rahi hai to padh hi leta hun chacha ji” gagan ne chacha ke haath se diary vaapis le li.
chacha ki haalat patli hoti dikh rahi thi. gagan ne diary padhni shuru kar di. main vahi deewar se sat kar khadi ho gayi.
diary ke 2 page padhne ke baad gagan ne meri taraf dekha aur bola, “sach mein bahut achhi achhi baate likhi hain is dairy mein. brahmcharya ke baare mein bahut achha likha hai chacha ji ne. thanks nidhi main ye diary aaj raat ko puri padh lunga.”
ye shunte hi mere hosh ud gaye. maine turant gagan ke haath se dairy kheench li aur padhne lagi. usme sach mein brahmcharya ke baare mein likha tha. mera to sar ghumne laga.
“kya huva beti. gagan ko padhne do na. tum to padh hi chuki ho.”chacha ne muskurate huve kaha.
“haan nidhi mujhe do. chacha ji shayad ye dubara padhna chaahti hai. par nidhi ab pahle main padhunga tab tum dubara padhna ok.”gagan diary haath mein liye vaha se uth gaya aur kamre se baahar chala gaya.
main itne sadme mein thi ki samajh hi nahi pa rahi thi ki kya ho raha hai. chacha bed se uth kar mere paas aaya aur dheere se bola, “kya huva tum itni hairaan aur pareshaan si kyon ho gayi achaanak nidhi beti. sab theek to hai na.”
“dekh lungi tumhe main. chhodungi nahi tumhe main.” maine kaha.
main kamre se jaane lagi to chacha ne mere nitambo par jor se haath maara aur bola, “bahut mast gaand hai tumhari. maja aa gaya aaj.”
main daant bheench kar rah gayi aur bina kuch kahe kamre se baahar aa gayi. main seedha apne bedroom mein aayi. gagan diary padhne mein magan tha.
“gagan chacha ji vaise nahi hain jaise dikhte hain.” maine kaha.
“haan ye padh kar ab mujhe bhi yahi lag raha hai. bahut unchi aur gahri baate likhi hai jeevan ke baare mein chacha ji ne. thanks a lot darling for giving this diary to me. aur haan main bataana bhool gaya. tum taiyaar ho jaao. hum movie dekhne ja rahe hain.”
sunte hi main jhum uthi. aur turant sab kuch bhool kar taiaar hone lagi. jab hum nikalne lage to mujhe bahut bada shock laga. gagan ne mujhe nahi bataya tha ki chacha bhi hamaare saath movie dekhne chal raha hai. vo taiyar khada tha darvaaje ke paas. mera use dekhte hi sara mood khraab ho gaya.humne metro station ke liye auto kiya aur 5 minute mein station pahunch gaye. metro mein bahut bheed thi. log ek dusre se sat kar khade the. baithne ko seat nahi thi sabhi bhari huyi thi. main gagan aur chacha ek saath khade ho gaye the. gagan mere baayi tataf tha aur chacha mere peeche. mujhe pura yakin tha ki chacha jaroor koyi na koyi chhedkhani karega. maine plan banaya ki jaise hi vo mujhe kahi chuvega main gagan ko bol dungi dekhne ko ki dekho kon chu raha hai mujhe. kuch der tak kuch nahi huva.
achaanak mujhe mere nitambo par haath mahsus huva. maine dheere se gagan ke kaan mein kaha ki koyi meri back ko touch kar raha hai. gagan ne mujhe chup rahne ko kaha taaki touch karne wale ko range haatho pakda ja sake. maine aankho se isaara kiya ki haath abhi vahi hai to gagan ne turant vo haath pakad liya. hairat ki baat ye thi ki vo haath chacha ka nahi balki mere daahini taraf khade aadmi ka tha. jaise hi gagan ne us aadmi ka haath pakda vo ghabra gaya. chacha ne moka dekh kar uske muh par ek thappad jad diya. vo maafi maangne laga. baaki logo ne bhi use khari khoti sunayi. magar mera plan firse fail ho gaya tha. chacha fir se bach gaya tha.
“cinema mein bahut bheed thi. maine jaanbujh kar chacha se dur bathi thi. chacha ko gagan ki side wali seat par baitha diya tha. muskil se 15 minute hi beete the ki gagan ka mobile baj utha. gagan ye bol kar baahar chala gaya ki boss ka phone hai. gagan ke baahar jaate hi chacha mere paas aa gaya aur mere kaan mein bola,
“har koyi tumhaari gaand ke peeche pada hai. pade bhi kyon na gaand hi aisi hai tumhaari.”
“chupchaap movie dekho mujhe disturb mat karo.” maine kaha.
gagan aata deekhayi diya to chacha vaapis apni seat par chala gaya. gagan ne aakar mujhe bahut bada shock diya.
“honey mujhe jaana hoga. boss ne turant office bulaya hai kuch urgent kaam hai. tum log movie dekh kar metro se hi vaapis chale jaana.”
“main chacha ke saath movie kaise dekhungi.”maine dheere se kaha.
“vo to ek seat chhod kar baithe hain. vaise bhi comedy movie hai. please mujhe jaana hi hoga.”gagan chacha ki taraf badh gaya bol kar aur unke kaan mein kuch bol kar theater se baahar nikal gaya.
main apna sa muh lekar rah gayi. gagan ke jaate hi chacha mere paas wali seat par aa gaya.
“ab hum dono saath mein cinema dekhenge.” chacha ne kaha.
“tumhaare gaanv mein to cinema naam ki cheez bhi nahi hogi hai na. badi muskil se nasib huyi hai ye cinema dekhne ki opportunity tumhe. isliye chupchaap movie dekho baith kar.” maine kathorta se kaha.
“sach sach bataao kya kal tumhe maja nahi aaya tha. mera haath lagte hi aurat ka ang ang thirakne lagta hai. tumhaari gaand ke chhed ko bahut achhe se ragda tha maine. kaho to aaj phir seva kar dun tumhaari thodi si.”
“tum dekho movie baith kar main ja rahi hun.” main uthne lagi to chacha ne haath pakad kar baitha diya mujhe vaapis.
“nahi dekho tum bhi. main ab chup rahunga.”
thodi der chacha chupchaap raha. usne koyi harkat nahi ki. achaanak mujhe meri jaangh par uska haath mahsus huva to main sihar uthi. main cheella kar use haath hataane ko kahna chaahti thi par mere baju mein bhi seat par ek lady baithi thi apne pati ke saath. maine chacha ka haath pakad kar chupchaap meri jaangh se hata diya. main samajh gayi ki chacha mujhe pareshaan karne wala hai. main bina kuch kahe vaha se uth kar baahar aa gayi.
main jald se jald theater se nikalna chaahti thi. meri nazar toilet par padi to mujhe pressure mahsus huva aur main toilet mein ghuss gayi. main khud ko relieve karke darvaja khol kar baahar nikli hi thi ki mere hosh ud gaye. mere saamne chacha khada tha. main kuch bolne hi wali thi ki usne mere muh par haath rakh diya aur mujhe toilet mein kheench liya vaapis aur kundi laga di. main buri tarah chatpata rahi thi. mujhe kisi ke bolne ki awaaj aayi to main ek dum chup ho gayi. aakhir meri ijjat ka sawaal tha.
chacha ne mere muh se haath hata liya aur mujhe chup rahne ka isaara kiya. main gusse se uski taraf ghur rahi thi. chacha mujhe upar se neeche tak ghur raha tha. ek taraf mujhe gussa aa raha tha aur ek taraf main ghabra rahi thi ki kisi ne mujhe chacha ke saath toilet mein dekh liya to kya hoga. mera deemag buri tarah ghum raha tha. chacha meri taraf dekh kar madham madham muskura raha tha. mujhse saha nahi gaya aur maine ghuma kar eki thappad jad diya chacha ke muh par. chacha bokhla gaya aur dopahar ki tarah usne mera haath marod diya aur mujhe toilet ke darvaje se sata diya. meri peeth uski taraf thi.
“ye kaisi awaaj thi.” baahar se awaaj aayi.
“pata nahi shaayad koyi toilet mein hai. lagta hai hum hi bore nahi ho rahe movie se. badi bekaar movie hai yaar.”
“haan sahi kaha.”
main bilkul khaamos deewar se sati khadi thi. mere haath mein bahut dard ho raha tha. chacha ne haath badi berahmi se marod rakha tha. phir jaisa ki dopahar ko huva tha. chacha ke haath mere nitambo se khelne lage. magar ek minute baad hi chacha ka haath upar badhta gaya aur usne mere ubhaaro ko masalna shuru kar diya.
“tumhare santre bahut bade bade hain nidhi beta. kaise itne bade kiye tumne.” chacha ne mere kaan mein kaha.
main sharam se paani paani ho gayi. use jor se gaali dena chaahti thi par apni ijjat ke kaaran majboor thi.
chacha ne achaanak bahut jor se mere ubhaaron ko dabaya. meri cheenkh nikalte nikalte bachi. mere ubhaaro ko maslte huve mere bahut nazdik aa gaya. mujhe mere nitambo par kuch hard si cheez mahsus huyi to meri saans atak gayi.
“teri gaand ko chu raha hai mera lund. bata kaisa lag raha hai.” chacha ne mere kaan mein kaha.
“tum ek number ke kamine ho.”maine dheere se kaha.
achaanak chacha ka haath mere ubharon se neeche ki aur badha. main samajh gayi ki uska kya iraada hai.
“khabardaar mere vaha haath lagaya to.”
“kya kar logi. cheellaogi. cheellao. hehehehe.” chacha ne meri yoni par haath rakh diya aur haath rakh kar mujhe peeche ko dhakka diya. mere nitamb chacha ke ling ke aur jyada nazdik pahunch gaye. ab uska ling bahut jyada feel ho raha tha mujhe mere nitamo par. pahli gagan ke ling ke alawa koyi dusra ling mere itne nazdik tha. mujhe bahut hi ajeeb si bechaini ho rahi thi.
chacha ne kapde ke upar se hi meri yoni ko sahlana shuru kar diya. main chaah kar bhi kuch nahi kar sakti thi. mera haath abhi bhi bahut jor se marod rakha tha usne aur dard ke kaaran main khud ko ashaay mahsus kar rahi thi.
chacha meri yoni ko buri tarah se ragad raha tha. kapde ke upar se hi usne meri yonki ki pankhudiyon ko unguliyon ke beech jakad liya tha aur unhe buri tarah ragad raha tha. na chaahte huve bhi mere sharir mein ek ajeeb si lahar daud rahi thi. kab meri yoni gili ho gayi aur kab usne paani chhod diya mujhe pata bhi nahi chala.
achaanak chacha hat gaya aur mere kaan mein bola, “chalo ghar chalte hain. kab tak yaha toilet mein khadi huyi apni choot ragadvati rahogi. kisi ne dekh liya to badnami hogi.”
maine bina kuch kahe chacha ko ghur kar dekha.
“pahle tum jaao. main baad mein aata hun.”chacha ne dheere se kaha.
main darvaja khol kar turant baahar aa gayi aur baahar aate hi theater ke exit ki taraf lapki. maine metro se jaane ki bajaaye auto pakda aur seedha ghar aa gayi. chacha se mujhe koyi lena dena nahi tha ki vo anjaan sahar mein kaise ghar tak aayega.
“achha ho ki kahi mar jaaye kamina.”maine man mein bahut gaaliya di chacha ko.
auto mein baithte vakt mujhe khyaal bhi nahi aaya tha ki main ek nayi musibat
mein phans sakti hun. Auto wala har stop par peeche mud kar mujhe dekhta tha.
Mujhse raha nahi gaya to maine puch hi liya ki kya baat hai hai. Vo daant nikaal
kar hansne laga.
“aapne mujhe pahchana nahi kya. Main gangu ka bhai hun.”
mujhe turant yaad aa gaya. Gangu hamaare ghar roj subah dudh dene aata tha. Ek
din vo beemar tha to uski jagah auto wala dudh dene aaya tha.
Uski umar koyi 31 ya 32 saal thi.
