अहंकार
Update 7
Jab me Ghar aaya,
Tab bahar aangan me ashu didi aur rahul bethe hue the,mujhe rahul ka ghar ki kisi bhi ladki ke sath bethna bura lagta tha ,lekin me kuch nahi kar sakta tha.
Ashu didi – phir jaa rahe ho na Neha ko laane kal?
Main – haa didi , kal subah hi le aaunga.
Ashu didi – vaise rahul kah raha tha ki use bhi kal kuch kaam hai chote shahar , to vo chala jayega.
Main – aisi baat hai , vaise kab tak hojayega tumhara kaam rahul kal?
Rahul – 11-12 baj jayenge .
Main – phir to mujhe hi Jana padega ga Neha ko lane , vo 12 baje tak kya karegi , usne mujhe kaha tha ki jaldi aa jana subah .
( Mene darasal ye bahana maar diya vese to Neha ko call karne ka time hi nhi Mila tha ,aur kyuki rahul ko bhi andaja tha mera Neha ke liye pyar ke bare me , to mujhe nhi jane Dene vala )
Rahul kuch bolta usase pahale
Ashu didi – thik hai ,tum hi jao, usko bhi bohot jaldi ho rahi hogi ghar aane ki.
Main – haa didi , chuttiya milne ke baad aisa man karta hai ki ham ghar kab jayenge aur kab nahi.
Ashu didi – haa , vo bhi hai , accha main chalti hoon , nahi to maa daategi ghar me kaam bhi hai.
Aur didi chali gayi , aur me bhi chhat par chala gaya , aur neha ko call mila diya.
Neha- hello , kon ?
Main – main.( uski aavaj itne saal bad sunatehi meri dhadkane ek dam se tej ho gayi thi , kyuki uski aavaj thodi badali to badali to jarur thi lekin mujhe vo pagal kar rahi thi)
Neha -kon?, aapka ka naam kya hai ?
Main – Suraj .
Neha – haa, mummy ne kaha tha ki tum call kroge mummy se no. Manga lekin unke pass nhi tha kah rahi thi ki tum hi call kroge , ( Neha mujhe bachpan se tum kah kar hi pukarti thi kyuki ham bohot acche dost the ,isliye)
Neha – vaise me tumhare hi call ka intezar kar rahi thi.
Main – (chaukte hue)kyu?
Neha – tum aa rahe ho na kal , kitne baje aaoge, isi liye aur mere hostel ka address malum hai n tumhe.
Main- haa , ..nahi .matalab, mai aa raha hoon lekin hostel ka naam nhi pata.
Neha -thik hai , mai tumhe WhatsApp PE bhej dungi.
Ab mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki kya bat kare to kuch vakt tak mere kuch naa kahne par
Neha – hello , kaha gaye ?mute ho kya call?
Main – nahi , phir aauga me subah 8 baje vaha , tum tayar rahna.
Neha – haa , me tayyar ho jaungi tab tak ,
Thik hai phir kal baat karte hai .
Mai – thik hai ,
Aur usne call Rakh diya ,aur me niche aakar sone chala gaya
Subah phir jaldi uthakar , tayar hokar , bua ko bataya ki Neha ko lane Jaa Raha aur chala gaya.
Me karanja pohocha , aur neha ko call kiya ki me pahucha ho , to usne kaha ki vo uska kuch thodasa saman tha baki ka usne dhire dhire karke ghar bhej diya tha , vo lekar bahar khadi hai.
Phir me vaha pohocha , use dekhakar mujhe kuch hone laga tha ,in bato ko baya karne liye me koi shayar to nahi hoon , lekin koi bhi sidha tarikhese tarif kre yah ho nahi sakta tha.
Neha white salvar me khadi thi , uske liye bure khayal to nahi aa rahe the, lekin man ke kisi kone me jarur use chune ki soch raha tha , lekin pyar se,
use bohot dino bad dekha tha lekin uske chehre ki masumiyat abhi bhi thi , bhalehi uska sharir kuch badal gaya tha , use ab chuche bhi the thoda sa gand ko katav bhi aa gaya tha jisase vo ab bohot hi sundar lag rahi thi.
Tabhi me uske pass jakar hii Kiya uska kuch saman tha jo ek bag me aa gaya tha , phir vo mere piche gaadi par bethi .
Neha – mai soch rahi thi ki , pahale kuch nashta karte hai phir ghar chale jayenge.
Main – haa ,thik hai, lekin kaha milega yaha accha khaneko kuch mujhe nhi malum.
Neha – haa mujhe pata hai tum yaha nahi aaye ho jyada lekin me to yahi rahi hoo. To me yahi rahi hoo 2-3 salo se , to me batati hu vaha chalo .
Phir usne mujhe rasta bataya ham ek jagah par ruke jo dukan abhi abhi khuli thi .
Vo koi restaurant type to nhi thi , kyuki chote shahar me jyada restaurant nahi hote , aur itni subah khulte bhi nahi , kyuki abhi sirf 10 hi baje the.
Neha – bhaiyya do tarri pohe Dena.
Vo aadmi – thoda time lagega , vo abhi dukan khula hai na.
Neha – thik hai.
Phir Neha ne mujhse baate shuru ki , kyuki mujhe kuch samaj nhi aa raha tha ki kya baat kare .
Neha – kyo kya hoga ya , itne saalo bad ham mile hai aur tum ho ki mujhase baat hi nahi kar rahe ho .mujhe to laga tha ki itne dino bad mile hai to hamari baate khatam hi nhi hogi lekin tum to shuru hi nahi kar rahe ho .
Main – haa baate to bohot hai is liye samajh nhi aa raha hai , tumahi batao kaisa hai phir shahar , lag raha hai ki bohot ghum Rahi hoo shahar me.
Neha – aisi koi baat nhi hai , ham jab chutti hoti ya free hote hai to yahi ghum lete hai hostel ki ladkiya.
Main – kyo chutti me ghar nahi jaati ?
Neha – nahi bohot Kam jaati hoon .
Main – accha bohot badal gai ho Neha .
Neha – kyu?
Main – matlab , tum pahale tum Kam bolti thi , kahi ghumana kuch jyada pasand nhi tha sirf Ghar me mere sath hi khelti thi .
Neha – accha , kya tumhe Mera jyada bolana pasand nahi hai .
Main – aisi baat nhi hai sirf me bata raha tha .
Neha – aur agar tumhe pasand nahi hoga to phir bhi mujhe farak nahi padata.
( Aur jor se hasne lagi , mujhe bhi hasi aa gayi )
Tabhi tarri poha khaya , vo thoda thikha tha , phir bhi ham haa hoo karte hue kha rahe the.
Neha – phir aage ka kya socha hai ?
Main- matlab.
Neha – mujhe didine bataya tumhare result ke baare me aur tum ab phir se nahi dena chahte , to phir kya socha hai .
Main – mujhe nahi lagta ki me ab aur neet ke bare me soch sakta hoo.mera khyal hai ki me agri karoo. Tumhe kya lagta hai ? Kahi me galat to nahi kar raha n kuch? Ab mujhe nirnay lena bohot hi kathin lag raha hai .
Neha – mujhe lagta hai ,ki kya sahi kar rahe ho aur kya galat kar rahe ho usase kuch farak nahi padta , lekin tum jo bhi sochoge use pura karne ke liye ab kya karoge , isase farak padega.
( Mujhe Neha ka bat sahi lagi , aur neha ka is tarah baat karna pasand aaya ki vo mujhe kahne ko to satvana de sakti thi , yaa phir daat sakti thi lekin ,mujhe in dono ki bhi jarurat nahi thi ,lekin vo mujhe ekdum biwi ki tarah puch rah thi aur muje aage ki aur badhane ki himmat di thi. Jo mujhe thoda ajib laga kyuki me ye mujhase is tarah baate karegi mene nhi socha tha)
Phir kuch der baad ham ghar chale gaye
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